Serious Requesting incel life stories here

[WillyBlogAndFriends]

I've read these lately and they're rather interesting. Anyone have their story to share?

https://incels.is/threads/oldcels-30-who-are-still-virgins-post-your-life-story.47981/

 

[Richard spencer]

So what happened was basically I was born ugly and now I'm here.

 

[LebaneseCel]

I'll tell you one.

Once I was invited to a party by my upper tier normie cousin when I was 16 or so. Back then I was still like 5'5" in height btw. So basically we arrived there and as usual, I stood alone like a cuck, even though he tried to get people to talk to me. Then came one tallfag and basically asked me the question, "Why are you so short bro?"

Tbh I didn't even bother replying. It was absolutely suicide fuel that he asked this stupid ass question that ALL manlets receive in their lives. Then my cousin came and literally brought a blonde Stacy to talk to me, and he even wanted to cause some action between me and her. You know what happened?

The Stacy literally treated me like a teddybear, due to my height, before Chad came and simply took her away. Toward the end of the night, I decided to go outside for some reason, and a fat femoid basically didn't allow me to come in again. She thought I was a literal child, again due to my height. A fight broke up and my older cousin literally threatened to kill everyone and went crazy because of it.

This is just a peak into my life full of suicide fuel due to my manletism. I haven't grown up that much since then, only 3 inches, and femoids still view me non sexually because of it.

 

[whogivesafucc]

One gloomy day, whogivesafucc was born
Apparently, he was a target of great divine scorn
Sex life, dating life? Absolutely non-existent.
Never did he even talk to a girl before, now isn't that just twisted
Such a virgin, such a loser.
From normie life, whogivesafucc was shadow-banned.
Then on one fine day, whogivesafucc made his way, on r/incels, he made his stay, he was finally welcome...in incel land.

 

[LebaneseCel]

So what happened was basically I was born ugly and now I'm here.

@Twisted you're a Chadlite bro.

 

[tooth monster]

One gloomy day, whogivesafucc was born
Apparently, he was a target of great divine scorn
Sex life, dating life? Absolutely non-existent.
Never did he even talk to a girl before, now isn't that just twisted
Such a virgin, such a loser.
From normie life, whogivesafucc was shadow-banned.
Then on one fine day, whogivesafucc made his way, on r/incels, he made his stay, he was finally welcome...in incel land.

 

[LebaneseCel]

Are your growth plates still open and how tall are you now?

I'm now 5'8" at roughly 18 years old. And they are, yes.

 

[whogivesafucc]

@Twisted you're a Chadlite bro.

That dude is not even incel, jfl.

 

[VinnyVan]

I became a social loser around the age of 14 from there on things kept getting worse until i dropped out of society.

At 17 i had no friends, people used me for my lunch money, i had a pimple face and girls laughed at me. I still remember how ashamed i was to walk past a group of cute teenage girls and have them laugh at me.
When i dropped out and became a neet i was glad just to not have to deal with people. Around the age of 21 i returned back to society better looking than before and i tried to socialize once more. I did better than before but i could not connect to anyone

 

[whogivesafucc]

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[LebaneseCel]

I became a social loser around the age of 14 from there on things kept getting worse until i dropped out of society.

At 17 i had no friends, people used me for my lunch money, i had a pimple face and girls laughed at me. I still remember how ashamed i was to walk past a group of cute teenage girls and have them laugh at me.
When i dropped out and became a neet i was glad just to not have to deal with people. Around the age of 21 i returned back to society better looking than before and i tried to socialize once more. I did better than before but i could not connect to anyone

I had severe cystic acne not a long time ago man.

 

[WillyBlogAndFriends]

Low quality

 

[actualbelowaverage]

My dad is an extremely abusive guy. Beat me up for not doing kumon and for being overweight. When my mom tried to protect me he would beat her up too. They got divorced but I had to still see him. He would beat me up constantly, for grades, for weight, for SAT, even when I was in college he would check my grades. On top of that, girls always thought I was ugly. Not just unattractive, but actually ugly. I remember the first time I thought about my looks was when these girls in elementary school were talking about boys they liked, and they chose ever guy except me. In high school a girl I liked found out I liked her, and told my acquaintance she'd be embarrased to be seen with me in public. I've never really had any friends, just ocassionally people to eat lunch with. Usually ate lunch in the bathrooms or hallways, unless the teachers saw me. Cried a lot in high school. When I got to college things got horrible. I met this girl who I really liked, 2 actually, they both thought my face was too ugly (have a text message) and blocked me. One girl saw that I moved into her dorm, and she accused me of stalking. Dad was helicoperting me daily, and I attempted suicide for the first time with inert gas on my birthday. I kept going through college and had 0 friends. Everyone ignored me because of my face, and I got 0 matches on every dating site. Constantly heard my Chad neighbors having sex. Everyone went to parties without me, no one wanted to talk to me and work with me. After another year of this I attempted suicide again, this time by hanging, partially fueled by the fact that I didn't get the job I wanted. Dad was telling me I had to get a $100k job after graduation or I'm a failure, luckily I got that but it's a shit job. He still helicopters me, tells me how my stepbrother is smarter and gets chicks, and how I'm a shitty son. Girls I liked all dated a slew of other men, saw them on Tinder. I graduated and ended up here. I got plastic surgery recently but still do not have any dates. I am close to attempting suicide again.

 

[LebaneseCel]

I’m 171cm last time I measured (but may have grown since).

Plates are still open and I’m running CJC 1295 without DAC combined with Hexerelin.

Hoping it will work so I don’t have to go through with LL

The fuck are these medications? Hit me up bro.

 

[allbluee]

I’m 171cm last time I measured (but may have grown since).

Plates are still open and I’m running CJC 1295 without DAC combined with Hexerelin.

Hoping it will work so I don’t have to go through with LL

Are you really considering LL? :think:

 

[WillyBlogAndFriends]

Stop talking you fucking narcissistic larpers

 

[whogivesafucc]

I’m 171cm last time I measured (but may have grown since).

Plates are still open and I’m running CJC 1295 without DAC combined with Hexerelin.

Hoping it will work so I don’t have to go through with LL

lol stop trolling here already chadlite, go out and slay.

Stop talking you fucking narcissistic larpers

stfu maycel cucktear, show respect when elders are talking, fag.

 

[Deleted member 60]

So what happened was basically I was born ugly and now I'm here.

you are beautiful in every single way

 

[acnescarcel]

i don't want to get banned for bragging. ill just say i became an incel once i got acne scars and saw the blackpill confirmed from personal experience.

 

[IsolationHurts]

My dad is an extremely abusive guy. Beat me up for not doing kumon and for being overweight. When my mom tried to protect me he would beat her up too. They got divorced but I had to still see him. He would beat me up constantly, for grades, for weight, for SAT, even when I was in college he would check my grades. On top of that, girls always thought I was ugly. Not just unattractive, but actually ugly. I remember the first time I thought about my looks was when these girls in elementary school were talking about boys they liked, and they chose ever guy except me. In high school a girl I liked found out I liked her, and told my acquaintance she'd be embarrased to be seen with me in public. I've never really had any friends, just ocassionally people to eat lunch with. Usually ate lunch in the bathrooms or hallways, unless the teachers saw me. Cried a lot in high school. When I got to college things got horrible. I met this girl who I really liked, 2 actually, they both thought my face was too ugly (have a text message) and blocked me. One girl saw that I moved into her dorm, and she accused me of stalking. Dad was helicoperting me daily, and I attempted suicide for the first time with inert gas on my birthday. I kept going through college and had 0 friends. Everyone ignored me because of my face, and I got 0 matches on every dating site. Constantly heard my Chad neighbors having sex. Everyone went to parties without me, no one wanted to talk to me and work with me. After another year of this I attempted suicide again, this time by hanging, partially fueled by the fact that I didn't get the job I wanted. Dad was telling me I had to get a $100k job after graduation or I'm a failure, luckily I got that but it's a shit job. He still helicopters me, tells me how my stepbrother is smarter and gets chicks, and how I'm a shitty son. Girls I liked all dated a slew of other men, saw them on Tinder. I graduated and ended up here. I got plastic surgery recently but still do not have any dates. I am close to attempting suicide again.

Almost the same.... but my parents ignore me, i could not get a job after college and i have not tried to seriously kill myself. But yeah.... im ugly, never had a friend and college was fucking hell for me.
Anyway...

 

[whogivesafucc]

I thought you knew I was diagnosed with autism seen as you have it yourself?

i lied. sorry but i don't have shit lol. i don't even have depression.

pretty bad social anxiety, that's pretty much it.

 

[whogivesafucc]

Okay I’m raging now.

Are me and enigmatic the only actual autists on here?

Please don’t lie about autism again though, it’s just low af.

yeah you are, and i lied because i had no other excuses. if i actually gave the real reason as being "social anxiety,' everyone would laugh their asses off.

but idc anymore lol.

 

[4700euros]

When I was very young (6 to 10 years old) my mother was the school teacher and foids were nice to me....

Then I endend the primary school so I went to another one.

I tought it was weird because all foids were cold.

Now I understood it was the social status that I had by having a mother as a teacher that made others being nice.

Later when foids smiled to me I tried to seduce them...they would become harsh.

--> I understood that a smile means nothing.

I kept studing and I thought that in university I would get a GF.
When I saw that chances continued to be zero I understood...only way us the escortcel way.

As an escort said on TV:
"there will be always escorts because there will be always lonely men".

I am a ex-gymcel overweight manlet escortcel.

 

[LebaneseCel]

As a last resort.

Though I’d have to save up for a few years and go through a lot of pain

Be prepared for paralysis later in life

 

[LebaneseCel]

That’s why I’m hoping the peptides will work. If I can get to even 5”9 then I’ll be okay.

I'm 5'8 and I'm telling you- you'll still get mogged by most white dudes, heavily.

 

[LebaneseCel]

Yeah I’m average height for an Arab but below average height in the UK.

A 5”9 the mogging won’t be so profound and somewhat bearable.

I'm Arab too!

 

[LebaneseCel]

I’m only half Arab though.

Average height in my Dad’s country is 5”5

Average height in my country of origin is 5'9"

 

[LebaneseCel]

You may still be able to grow an an inch or two in your torso with peptides so I wouldn’t rule them out.

I’ve only just started them so it’s early days but I’ll remeasure myself in a few months.

From where did you get these medications?

 

[Fontaine]

My dad is an extremely abusive guy. Beat me up for not doing kumon and for being overweight. When my mom tried to protect me he would beat her up too. They got divorced but I had to still see him. He would beat me up constantly, for grades, for weight, for SAT, even when I was in college he would check my grades. On top of that, girls always thought I was ugly. Not just unattractive, but actually ugly. I remember the first time I thought about my looks was when these girls in elementary school were talking about boys they liked, and they chose ever guy except me. In high school a girl I liked found out I liked her, and told my acquaintance she'd be embarrased to be seen with me in public. I've never really had any friends, just ocassionally people to eat lunch with. Usually ate lunch in the bathrooms or hallways, unless the teachers saw me. Cried a lot in high school. When I got to college things got horrible. I met this girl who I really liked, 2 actually, they both thought my face was too ugly (have a text message) and blocked me. One girl saw that I moved into her dorm, and she accused me of stalking. Dad was helicoperting me daily, and I attempted suicide for the first time with inert gas on my birthday. I kept going through college and had 0 friends. Everyone ignored me because of my face, and I got 0 matches on every dating site. Constantly heard my Chad neighbors having sex. Everyone went to parties without me, no one wanted to talk to me and work with me. After another year of this I attempted suicide again, this time by hanging, partially fueled by the fact that I didn't get the job I wanted. Dad was telling me I had to get a $100k job after graduation or I'm a failure, luckily I got that but it's a shit job. He still helicopters me, tells me how my stepbrother is smarter and gets chicks, and how I'm a shitty son. Girls I liked all dated a slew of other men, saw them on Tinder. I graduated and ended up here. I got plastic surgery recently but still do not have any dates. I am close to attempting suicide again.

Wow. Sounds rough.

 

[Cancel]

• Elementary school years: the best years of my life are the farthest away
• Middle school years: social reject but became friends with other social rejects
• High school years: thought I had friends but realized they weren't really friends in retrospect
• College years: onset of schizophrenia and was blackpilled when I realized the biggest delusion of all was love and hope
• Post-college years: part-time work and government assistance to keep from being homeless

 

[FortunateMilkman]

I was born. I was socially inept. I was a trouble child. I played lots of video games and spent a lot of time online. I struggled with my peers. My family distanced themselves from me. My mental health worsened. I now play lots of video games and spend too much time online watching anime and posting on forums/image boards. I am ugly. I am an ogre.

 

[Deleted member 3155]

There’s also @aut I guess but he’s the most NT autist I’ve ever encountered.

I'm really not as NT as you think, it's just easier to come across as normal online. If you met me irl it would be obvious there was something off about me. And you once noted how repetitive I can be.

Tbh I still think I’d be here even if I wasn’t autistic due to my height. Maybe if I was 185cm and NT I wouldn’t have found this place

Maybe? More like definitely. You'd have to have a face only a mother could love to be incel if you were 185 cm and NT.

 

[Deleted member 60]

you are beautiful in every single way

holy shit I don't remember posting this. I must have been pretty fucked up

 

[TheRealChincel]

Share your story first and make it convincing.