[Reminiscing] This was My Old Oneitis Song

[ItheIthe]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhQz-0QVmQ0

It sounded so nice and melodic and innocent. Just listened to it for the first time in a LONG time and realized it's abut infidelity. Great!

But, this was my oneitis song in middle school. I was such a weirdo I always thought of this beautiful girl when it came on, and fantasized about being with this girl in my innocent 12 year old mind despite never actually texting her.

Those bluepilled oneitis days were great. Such innocent yearnings for love. Only to have my soul crushed and humiliated. I will never forget that first oneitis, she was absolutely beautiful, stunning, AND SHE LIKED ME. I will never forget, until the day I die, the look of admiration and love in her eyes when she would turn around in class and talk to me. I was 12 years old and it struck me so deeply. Just an incredibly innocuously joyous feeling. A feeling beyond words.

Unfortunately I was too scared to ever do anything, and she gave up trying for me. A year later I randomly messaged her and said weird stuff and she shot me down. I deserved it.

Whatever. I don't care.

 

[Harvey_Weinstein_Hero]

What weird stuff did you say ?

 

[ItheIthe]

What weird stuff did you say ?

This is years later and I still cringe thinking about it. It sent me into shell, and that shell just got bigger as time went on with more negative experiences.

I said, OUT OF THE COMPLETE BLUE (Hadn't talked to her in over a year) essentially sorry for treating her wrong  (I didn't do anything) and how she was beautiful etc. For an acne riddled 13 year old her bewildered response devestated me and made me feel like a clueless moron (I was).

You can scarcely comprehend how much it actually effected me. Then again, I had a ton of other negative experiences. But, yeah, I became suicidal and hopeless at age 13. Attempted a few times.

 

[Harvey_Weinstein_Hero]

This is years later and I still cringe thinking about it. It sent me into shell, and that shell just got bigger as time went on with more negative experiences.

I said, OUT OF THE COMPLETE BLUE (Hadn't talked to her in over a year) essentially sorry for treating her wrong  (I didn't do anything) and how she was beautiful etc. For an acne riddled 13 year old her bewildered response devestated me and made me feel like a clueless moron (I was).

You can scarcely comprehend how much it actually effected me. Then again, I had a ton of other negative experiences. But, yeah, I became suicidal and hopeless at age 13. Attempted a few times.

So it sounds like you were a beta cuckd by this chick even years later. I’ve done the same, devastates you

 

[ItheIthe]

So it sounds like you were a beta cuckd by this chick even years later. I’ve done the same, devastates you

Ehh I wouldn't put it that way,, we were only 13 so I'm not sure those roles are defined yet. Either way, yeah, it destroys you mentally. I was so paranoid she would go around telling everyone how retarded I was, and she actually might have. After all, I did graduate a KHHV.

 

[edgein]

This is years later and I still cringe thinking about it. It sent me into shell, and that shell just got bigger as time went on with more negative experiences.

I said, OUT OF THE COMPLETE BLUE (Hadn't talked to her in over a year) essentially sorry for treating her wrong  (I didn't do anything) and how she was beautiful etc. For an acne riddled 13 year old her bewildered response devestated me and made me feel like a clueless moron (I was).

You can scarcely comprehend how much it actually effected me. Then again, I had a ton of other negative experiences. But, yeah, I became suicidal and hopeless at age 13. Attempted a few times.

You really tried to kill yourself at 13 because some female was being a female? And why post the song now, you still think about her? What she's doing now, you think she ever thought about you ever, you think she even remembers your name?

 

[A Good Friend]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YV3TKjsSEEs

bonus track on a cd my hs crush gave me for christmas, hurts

 

[ItheIthe]

You really tried to kill yourself at 13 because some female was being a female? And why post the song now, you still think about her? What she's doing now, you think she ever thought about you ever, you think she even remembers your name?

No, I tried because I was an acne-riddled (TO THE MAX) socially and romantically inept baffoon and I literally felt I had no hope in life, and I felt that everyone thought I was a laughingstock, which they probably did.

I don't think about her often, I don't miss her at all. It is what it is. Although some things remind me of her. And she most definitely remembers me. I was a retarded creep for years because I didn't know how to act. She probably disdains my existence, or at least she did at some point. I actually feel bad, I was so cringeworthy around her I probably caused her great distress.

 

[Tuttle]

[video=youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=araU0fZj6oQ[/video]

 

[edgein]

No, I tried because I was an acne-riddled (TO THE MAX) socially and romantically inept baffoon and I literally felt I had no hope in life, and I felt that everyone thought I was a laughingstock, which they probably did.
Probably is not enough. You still don't know? Doesn't matter.


I don't think about her often, I don't miss her at all. It is what it is. Although some things remind me of her. And she most definitely remembers me. I was a retarded creep for years because I didn't know how to act. She probably disdains my existence, or at least she did at some point. I actually feel bad, I was so cringeworthy around her I probably caused her great distress.
Poor little girl had to suffer due to you, a monster that wanted to love her! You fucking faggot. You are putting her on a pedestal. Who the fuck cares what she felt? It wasn't love towards you, that's all that matters. She almost took from you the most important thing God offered you, your life.. and she gave nothing back.

btw just so you know now. She was more shocked of how weak you were and that you apologized to her. Women despise weakness.

 

[anon_899]

My oneitis song is Dogs from PF

 

[edgein]

No, I tried because I was an acne-riddled (TO THE MAX) socially and romantically inept baffoon and I literally felt I had no hope in life, and I felt that everyone thought I was a laughingstock, which they probably did.

I don't think about her often, I don't miss her at all. It is what it is. Although some things remind me of her. And she most definitely remembers me. I was a retarded creep for years because I didn't know how to act. She probably disdains my existence, or at least she did at some point. I actually feel bad, I was so cringeworthy around her I probably caused her great distress.

 

[FeminismsCancer]

Damn it makes me feel old that idek all those songs at all lol

 

[Deleted member 306]

Gayest song ever. I imagine of a subhuman nigga when I heard it