nidus said:
nowadays she’s a stacy who fogs my entire school. my mother always brings her up and wishes we would be together since we were somewhat close as kids and were apparently ‘both bullied’ (though why would any of that be an issue if you’re a stacy nowadays, it’s only a fair comparison if i was chad), but i always shoot down the thought due to my own self pity. i genuinely feel as if the two of us are completely different species, i can’t even speak or make eye contact with her when i walk past her. fucking over
This shit happened to me too, i was in love with her since elementary school, i talked about her all the day with my mother, but in one of the last years in HS i changed from schools, i got scholarship to the best one in the city, then i saw her, we didnt even talked too much, but the difference between me and her was the most brutal shit, i was just a fat ugly poorfag (that even the fat ugly sheboon in the same class rejected me before i even talked to her, jfl) and she was a rich stacy, one of my few friends that was in the same class as both of us mogged the entire school (in money and looks), she liked him and i just couldnt compete with the bastard, it was like one 400lbs smoker trying to compete against Usain Bolt on a fucking race, but thankfully they never dated so i didnt suffered too much.
I wont say much because retards will say that im "bragging", but when i was in elementary school i could have her, which is even worse to know that i could have some love for the first time and with a good looking girl, but i got so much uglier that is just shocking, to aspirant to chadlite when i was around 7 years old to become a truecel since my 11 years old, puberty hit me hard and i just cant accept it.
