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I used to always think that the day where everything turns around would be around the corner. I somehow always thought that some day, something good would happen and i would ascend and be happy. I thought that the universe would reward me for being a good person and putting in effort in life.
Imagine how many nights i went out to clubs, thinking everytime i was gonna ascend that night. I was hoping to get lucky, or that the gods would finally reward me for all my effort.
100s of nights out later, that moment never came.
The more time passes, the more i realize, that day will never come. Im an oldcel now. The good thing i was always waiting or hoping for, was nothing but a coping fantasy.
Your life, as it is now, is how it will end. Thats it. This is the peak. Postmaxxing and coping with internet, porn and whatever other nonsense.
Let it sink in, this is your life. Its not gonna change. How you feel now is how you gonna feel for the rest of your life. That day you are hoping for, is not gonna come.
Imagine how many nights i went out to clubs, thinking everytime i was gonna ascend that night. I was hoping to get lucky, or that the gods would finally reward me for all my effort.
100s of nights out later, that moment never came.
The more time passes, the more i realize, that day will never come. Im an oldcel now. The good thing i was always waiting or hoping for, was nothing but a coping fantasy.
Your life, as it is now, is how it will end. Thats it. This is the peak. Postmaxxing and coping with internet, porn and whatever other nonsense.
Let it sink in, this is your life. Its not gonna change. How you feel now is how you gonna feel for the rest of your life. That day you are hoping for, is not gonna come.
