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So I was walking towards and waiting for an elevator, and this middle aged couple with a middle-aged Indian/Paki walks alongside me. Indian guy notices me even though I feel anxiety that I have to share an elevator with people.
He has a very soothing voice that starts putting me at ease. He asks me about myself all the while the other couple just smiles and listens. Conversation flows and I almost begin to feel normal. He then starts talking about his curryfoid daughter who he says is probably about my age. I just say, "that's great" and all. He goes into detail about her and I'm wondering what he's getting at since I don't know either him or her, but whatever. I humor him. Maybe he'll think of introducing us if he just thinks I'm a regular normie instead of this high AF inhibs, ugly, and coping gymcel.
Elevator reaches the lobby and we're all heading out. I'm feeling good that I had a conversation and felt an actual connection with a human being. Even begin fantasizing like an asshole that this guy might one day consider introducing me to his daughter, kek
We all start heading out the lobby doors and there's his curry foid daughter standing outside. My heart freezes cause I didn't expect her to be there. All the time my mind is racing. Is he going to introduce me? No why would he? We're strangers. Let's move. Let's just go.
Then right when I was having this inner dialogue, standing there with these strangers like an idiot, this huge 6'5 white football quarterback looking Chad steps out of the driver's seat of the same car the daughter came out from. He smites all that shitty bluepilled hope that was building up inside me.
"Hello sweetie!" The father that I was talking to breaks the hold that was over me and I finally GTFO of there. Apparently she was introducing this Chad to her father and his friends.
JFL at how EASY the poisonous Bluepill poisons you. I've been Blackpilled for awhile, but I could kick myself for allowing myself to think I could even land a curry foid. They're ALL for Chad. It NEVER began.
He has a very soothing voice that starts putting me at ease. He asks me about myself all the while the other couple just smiles and listens. Conversation flows and I almost begin to feel normal. He then starts talking about his curryfoid daughter who he says is probably about my age. I just say, "that's great" and all. He goes into detail about her and I'm wondering what he's getting at since I don't know either him or her, but whatever. I humor him. Maybe he'll think of introducing us if he just thinks I'm a regular normie instead of this high AF inhibs, ugly, and coping gymcel.
Elevator reaches the lobby and we're all heading out. I'm feeling good that I had a conversation and felt an actual connection with a human being. Even begin fantasizing like an asshole that this guy might one day consider introducing me to his daughter, kek
We all start heading out the lobby doors and there's his curry foid daughter standing outside. My heart freezes cause I didn't expect her to be there. All the time my mind is racing. Is he going to introduce me? No why would he? We're strangers. Let's move. Let's just go.
Then right when I was having this inner dialogue, standing there with these strangers like an idiot, this huge 6'5 white football quarterback looking Chad steps out of the driver's seat of the same car the daughter came out from. He smites all that shitty bluepilled hope that was building up inside me.
"Hello sweetie!" The father that I was talking to breaks the hold that was over me and I finally GTFO of there. Apparently she was introducing this Chad to her father and his friends.
JFL at how EASY the poisonous Bluepill poisons you. I've been Blackpilled for awhile, but I could kick myself for allowing myself to think I could even land a curry foid. They're ALL for Chad. It NEVER began.
