"All my whole life I wanted to be like other people"
Yeah I remember how everyone had dreams, while all I wanted was the bare minimum. I didn't want the right people, I wanted friends. I didn't want a specific career, I wanted "a career" (and now, "a job"). A girlfriend, a place I belong, something I'm good at. Why can't I have the bare minimum that every other human being has? Why can others chase dreams and aspirations, while I still have to reach the starting position?