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theson
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I'm just thinking back on about the eighth grade. I had this filipino friend who I think was autistic or something (no official diagnosis to my knowledge but I know he was kind of a weirdo and his family was very protective of him). He was my only close friend when I was in primary school. Anyway, In like grade 8 he contact me and we were going to go to an expo (I won't go into the specifics). Anyways, he started using racial slurs very audibly in our conversation as we were in public (and I was a normie moralfag at the time) and I freaked out and was like "gotta go" and left. Basically ditched him. I feel really bad about it. This was like 15 years ago. This guy was like the only guy I would be able to talk to now. I feel like shit thinking about what I did to him. I just betrayed him. I ditched him. And for what? To be a "good person" in a society that has rejected me in the end. Maybe it's a fitting end for a traitor.