For nomies graduating college is prolly fun and exciting, for me its was a bitter day.
Not only my college experience of constant bullying and isolation made me decide to graduate in absentia and not attend, but seeing that paper now on me, nothing changed except for my body slowly decaying with age and now with chronic illness too. I didn't feel nothing at that paper or my "effort", my only effort at uni was not dropping out because of how brutal i was getting mogged and treated there.
My dad is dead, a lot of family members that cared about me are dead, im still doing the same copes i've been doing since i was a kid (vidya, computers and anime), i see an old decaying man on the mirror with the mind of a traumatized child, whats worse i just know im slowly going insane too, far more erratic with very extreme emotion outboursts like mania, its brutal.
Any other brocels here had so called "life moments" that became tragic ones because of being non NT, ugly or simply a total failure on society eyes?
Not only my college experience of constant bullying and isolation made me decide to graduate in absentia and not attend, but seeing that paper now on me, nothing changed except for my body slowly decaying with age and now with chronic illness too. I didn't feel nothing at that paper or my "effort", my only effort at uni was not dropping out because of how brutal i was getting mogged and treated there.
My dad is dead, a lot of family members that cared about me are dead, im still doing the same copes i've been doing since i was a kid (vidya, computers and anime), i see an old decaying man on the mirror with the mind of a traumatized child, whats worse i just know im slowly going insane too, far more erratic with very extreme emotion outboursts like mania, its brutal.
Any other brocels here had so called "life moments" that became tragic ones because of being non NT, ugly or simply a total failure on society eyes?
