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I'm not going to make it. One day something about work is going to be too much and I'm gonna get fired. Maybe a random drug test will take me out. Might snap on someone. Then I'll be hopeless again.
This cunt I usually work under is really started to piss me off. Berates me every single fucking day. Calls me useless, says I don't do shit, tries to scold me for every move I make when in reality I'm just doing the work to the best of my ability. I never do enough for his liking. He calls me retarded very often. I'll be itching my head coz shit always fucking itches at random times (not lice or anything because it happens when i shave all my hair too) and he'll be like "you payin attentiion!>!>!?" Scolds me every time I don't think of something and accuses me constantly of not thinking. Gets pissed as fuck when I make jokes even thought they're fucking hilarious as fuck and im a genius. Loves to threaten my job and tell me to go home. Loves to say callous shit that implies he doesn't give a fuck what happens to me like I'm some unruly kid that he's giving a dose of "tough love" to like some fucking normie cunt on reddit. States ALLL THWE UFKCING TIME that "I don't give a fuck" implying im a shitty worker. He belittles everything I fucking do. GOD FUCKING DAMN I HATE HIM.
He thinks he's so fucking wise at 25 doesn't he? MOTHERFUCKER. HATE this fucking macho mentality. Retard loves telling stories, basically showing off stories of how macho and tough he is. Told me how a guy he worked under once was on a ladder and he was at the bottom and the guy dropped pliers on his head because he wasn't paying attention. Whenever I react to stories like this pointing out how retarded they are he loves to call me a pussy and soft and shit like that. IS IT BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING KID CUNT? MOTHERFUCKER YOU HAVE NO IDEAD OF THE RAAAGE INSIDE MY HEART!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM CAPABLE OF FUCKER. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE HARDER MOTHERFUCKER
He thinks he's so fucking hard. He thinks he's so fucking wise. He used to sell drugs and shit and recounts stories of what a hardass he was like being held at gunpoint and keeping a cokewhore around. Picks on me because I look pathetic. Yeah I look fucking pathetic. I look like a kid it's easy to pick on me. MOTHER FUCKER MOTEHRFUCKER can't fuckig believe I put up with this shit sometimes. I wish I could channel the rage I feel now at work and BLAST HIS ASS.
This isn't even the worst it could be. Before I started working with him regularly I was working with some middle aged cunt who no one likes working with because he works like a fucking crackhead. Always rushing around and disorganized and yelling giving confusing directions like he's tweaking on meth. Not sure about meth but he's for sure an alcoholic. FUcking stressful as shit to be around. This motherfucker literally almost drove me to suicide. I made a post here about how one day I drove to tampa in a rage where my old uni was to sui one work night and missed work the next day. This fucking guy drove me to that point. Fucking trades are full of boomer fucking cunts like this that love to yell and berate you. One day I'll have to work under them if I continue this. I dread this day but right now sucks too.
He's also the only one that teaches me shit. Other guys I've worked with barely tell me shit about shit and I just follow their directions.
It's not that bad all the time. Despite all this shit I just said I'm """""""friends"""""""" with the guy. He's not always a hostile 11/10 asshole to me and I've hanged out with him a few times outside of work. I don't really fucking like him though. I resent him very much on the down low for all the shit he does to me.
What can I even fucking do? snap on him and storm out of work? Quit and be a hopeless NEET again? No I have to rebel some other way. If I could just give him the icy treatment he deserves he might stop but it's hard as fuck for me to be that assertive. You know what? I'm actually used to this dynamic. Getting shit on by my older brothers every day of my goddamn life. I'm used to being the bitch. My fucking baby face solidifies my roles as a beta bitch. NO FUCKING MORE IM NOT TAKING ANY MORE FUCKING BULLLLLSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK UFKC FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
im going swimming with him this saturday
This cunt I usually work under is really started to piss me off. Berates me every single fucking day. Calls me useless, says I don't do shit, tries to scold me for every move I make when in reality I'm just doing the work to the best of my ability. I never do enough for his liking. He calls me retarded very often. I'll be itching my head coz shit always fucking itches at random times (not lice or anything because it happens when i shave all my hair too) and he'll be like "you payin attentiion!>!>!?" Scolds me every time I don't think of something and accuses me constantly of not thinking. Gets pissed as fuck when I make jokes even thought they're fucking hilarious as fuck and im a genius. Loves to threaten my job and tell me to go home. Loves to say callous shit that implies he doesn't give a fuck what happens to me like I'm some unruly kid that he's giving a dose of "tough love" to like some fucking normie cunt on reddit. States ALLL THWE UFKCING TIME that "I don't give a fuck" implying im a shitty worker. He belittles everything I fucking do. GOD FUCKING DAMN I HATE HIM.
He thinks he's so fucking wise at 25 doesn't he? MOTHERFUCKER. HATE this fucking macho mentality. Retard loves telling stories, basically showing off stories of how macho and tough he is. Told me how a guy he worked under once was on a ladder and he was at the bottom and the guy dropped pliers on his head because he wasn't paying attention. Whenever I react to stories like this pointing out how retarded they are he loves to call me a pussy and soft and shit like that. IS IT BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING KID CUNT? MOTHERFUCKER YOU HAVE NO IDEAD OF THE RAAAGE INSIDE MY HEART!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM CAPABLE OF FUCKER. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE HARDER MOTHERFUCKER
He thinks he's so fucking hard. He thinks he's so fucking wise. He used to sell drugs and shit and recounts stories of what a hardass he was like being held at gunpoint and keeping a cokewhore around. Picks on me because I look pathetic. Yeah I look fucking pathetic. I look like a kid it's easy to pick on me. MOTHER FUCKER MOTEHRFUCKER can't fuckig believe I put up with this shit sometimes. I wish I could channel the rage I feel now at work and BLAST HIS ASS.
This isn't even the worst it could be. Before I started working with him regularly I was working with some middle aged cunt who no one likes working with because he works like a fucking crackhead. Always rushing around and disorganized and yelling giving confusing directions like he's tweaking on meth. Not sure about meth but he's for sure an alcoholic. FUcking stressful as shit to be around. This motherfucker literally almost drove me to suicide. I made a post here about how one day I drove to tampa in a rage where my old uni was to sui one work night and missed work the next day. This fucking guy drove me to that point. Fucking trades are full of boomer fucking cunts like this that love to yell and berate you. One day I'll have to work under them if I continue this. I dread this day but right now sucks too.
He's also the only one that teaches me shit. Other guys I've worked with barely tell me shit about shit and I just follow their directions.
It's not that bad all the time. Despite all this shit I just said I'm """""""friends"""""""" with the guy. He's not always a hostile 11/10 asshole to me and I've hanged out with him a few times outside of work. I don't really fucking like him though. I resent him very much on the down low for all the shit he does to me.
What can I even fucking do? snap on him and storm out of work? Quit and be a hopeless NEET again? No I have to rebel some other way. If I could just give him the icy treatment he deserves he might stop but it's hard as fuck for me to be that assertive. You know what? I'm actually used to this dynamic. Getting shit on by my older brothers every day of my goddamn life. I'm used to being the bitch. My fucking baby face solidifies my roles as a beta bitch. NO FUCKING MORE IM NOT TAKING ANY MORE FUCKING BULLLLLSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK UFKC FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
im going swimming with him this saturday