SuicideFuel Realizing that nobody ever took me seriously

[Deep.Nest]

For my entire life people have always given me the vibe that I was beneath them, not worthy of their time or attention. No group accepted me or took me in, nobody has ever been intimidated by me, and other than some family members, nobody has even really viewed me as a person. It doesn't help that I have always been much shorter than my male peers and smaller in general too.

I remember in grade school the only times people would interact with me was to make me the butt of their cruel jokes. "My friend likes you teehee". That happened numerous times. Someone would pretend their female friend was interested in me just for laughs with their buddies. The joke being OBVIOUSLY no girl could be interested in me since I was so beneath them.

People would film me out in the open, not even necessarily discretely, they'd just do it to say "look at this loser" and share it to all their friends.



This is why I don't believe humanity is worth saving. Let them go extinct for all I care. I'm truly indifferent to most suffering that goes on, human life isn't all that valuable to me.

 

[nakolas]

The sad reality is that normalfags don't take us seriously, they see our suffering as a funny "joke"

 

[The Death Devil]

I remember in grade school the only times people would interact with me was to make me the butt of their cruel jokes. "My friend likes you teehee". That happened numerous times. Someone would pretend their female friend was interested in me just for laughs with their buddies. The joke being OBVIOUSLY no girl could be interested in me since I was so beneath them.

LOL, that's the second reference to this happening to someone we've had today. Is it really that common?

 

[Deep.Nest]

The sad reality is that normalfags don't take us seriously, they see our suffering as a funny "joke"

oh 100%. they don't think highly of us in the slightest. We're essentially subhuman to them

 

[Deep.Nest]

LOL, that's the second reference to this happening to someone we've had today. Is it really that common?

For complete outcasts like us probably.

 

[DeformedDysgenicCel]

I can relate. I was just used my entire life, specially as a punching bag for normies and foids.

 

[The Death Devil]

I relate heavily. I don't think I've ever been looked at with any real kind of 'respect' or anything along those lines. For the longest time, all of my friendships I had in my school days were just me trying to jestermaxx to a degree and get guys to want to be friends with me just because of how 'chill' or 'funny' I was. Truthfully, those days are kind of blurry in my mind, and I'd prefer to keep it that way—but all I can remember that they bring me a great amount of shame.

I was never capable of being able to speak and be taken 100% seriously at any point in my life. Nothing I said was taken to heart, and the few friends I did have never really pondered anything I've ever said. That's why I don't buy the whole 'you have to respect yourself to have others respect you' thing, I absolutely respect myself, and still, nobody respects me. Meanwhile, there are tall Chads out there that are somehow endlessly insecure about themselves, but guys will look up to them and treat them like geniuses for the smallest things.

Respect is not earned. I don't know who made up that lie but it is obviously a farce. People either respect you or they don't—and whichever it was going to be was determined from the first few seconds they laid eyes on you.

 

[Firefighter]

People would film me out in the open, not even necessarily discretely, they'd just do it to say "look at this loser" and share it to all their friends.

This exact thing happened to me multiple times.
People would pretend to be your friends, and the moment you walk away you hear everyone laughing at you.

 

[VanGobbel]

And now the same happens here. Ogre

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I can relate. I was just used my entire life, specially as a punching bag for normies and foids.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I relate heavily. I don't think I've ever been looked at with any real kind of 'respect' or anything along those lines. For the longest time, all of my friendships I had in my school days were just me trying to jestermaxx to a degree

 

[fokusin]

I relate heavily. I don't think I've ever been looked at with any real kind of 'respect' or anything along those lines. For the longest time, all of my friendships I had in my school days were just me trying to jestermaxx to a degree and get guys to want to be friends with me just because of how 'chill' or 'funny' I was.

 

[Deep.Nest]

I relate heavily. I don't think I've ever been looked at with any real kind of 'respect' or anything along those lines. For the longest time, all of my friendships I had in my school days were just me trying to jestermaxx to a degree and get guys to want to be friends with me just because of how 'chill' or 'funny' I was. Truthfully, those days are kind of blurry in my mind, and I'd prefer to keep it that way—but all I can remember that they bring me a great amount of shame.

I was never capable of being able to speak and be taken 100% seriously at any point in my life. Nothing I said was taken to heart, and the few friends I did have never really pondered anything I've ever said. That's why I don't buy the whole 'you have to respect yourself to have others respect you' thing, I absolutely respect myself, and still, nobody respects me. Meanwhile, there are tall Chads out there that are somehow endlessly insecure about themselves, but guys will look up to them and treat them like geniuses for the smallest things.

Respect is not earned. I don't know who made up that lie but it is obviously a farce. People either respect you or they don't—and whichever it was going to be was determined from the first few seconds they laid eyes on you.

You're spot on when it comes to the respect thing. People see you and automatically decide if you're worthy or not

 

[Deep.Nest]

This exact thing happened to me multiple times.
People would pretend to be your friends, and the moment you walk away you hear everyone laughing at you.

yep

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Same feeling for me so bad i can relate, when i talk about my perspective in life normies always laugh at me thinking im joking

 

[GeckoBus]

For my entire life people have always given me the vibe that I was beneath them, not worthy of their time or attention. No group accepted me or took me in, nobody has ever been intimidated by me, and other than some family members, nobody has even really viewed me as a person. It doesn't help that I have always been much shorter than my male peers and smaller in general too.

I remember in grade school the only times people would interact with me was to make me the butt of their cruel jokes. "My friend likes you teehee". That happened numerous times. Someone would pretend their female friend was interested in me just for laughs with their buddies. The joke being OBVIOUSLY no girl could be interested in me since I was so beneath them.

People would film me out in the open, not even necessarily discretely, they'd just do it to say "look at this loser" and share it to all their friends.



This is why I don't believe humanity is worth saving. Let them go extinct for all I care. I'm truly indifferent to most suffering that goes on, human life isn't all that valuable to me.

kek same shit, girls used to call my house phone as a dare and my dad would pick up and be like hello hello? and then he would tell me he heard girls giggling. My entire existence was just a cruel joke to everyone including my own family. Thats why i dont trust anyone IRL, i know these people would have bullied me in school lmao. You can not tell me that the 60 year old social workers that are now larping as nice wouldnt have participated in the shit that happened to me in school. I literally had girls cheer on a tallfag while he was beating, saying hit him harder. I maybe retarded but I am not that delusional. People dont magically change once they turn a certain age.

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

For my entire life people have always given me the vibe that I was beneath them, not worthy of their time or attention. No group accepted me or took me in, nobody has ever been intimidated by me, and other than some family members, nobody has even really viewed me as a person. It doesn't help that I have always been much shorter than my male peers and smaller in general too.

I remember in grade school the only times people would interact with me was to make me the butt of their cruel jokes. "My friend likes you teehee". That happened numerous times. Someone would pretend their female friend was interested in me just for laughs with their buddies. The joke being OBVIOUSLY no girl could be interested in me since I was so beneath them.

People would film me out in the open, not even necessarily discretely, they'd just do it to say "look at this loser" and share it to all their friends.



This is why I don't believe humanity is worth saving. Let them go extinct for all I care. I'm truly indifferent to most suffering that goes on, human life isn't all that valuable to me.

It doesn't get better in adulthood either. At work regarded as a joke and insulted directly to my face.

 

[cathuluelitist]

I remember in grade school the only times people would interact with me was to make me the butt of their cruel jokes. "My friend likes you teehee". That happened numerous times. Someone would pretend their female friend was interested in me just for laughs with their buddies.

One of the most embarrassing and ignominious moments of my childhood

 

[Deep.Nest]

Same feeling for me so bad i can relate, when i talk about my perspective in life normies always laugh at me thinking im joking

They can't fathom what we go through

 

[Deep.Nest]

It doesn't get better in adulthood either. At work regarded as a joke and insulted directly to my face.

people mostly ignore me at work tbh

 

[Deep.Nest]

kek same shit, girls used to call my house phone as a dare and my dad would pick up and be like hello hello? and then he would tell me he heard girls giggling. My entire existence was just a cruel joke to everyone including my own family. Thats why i dont trust anyone IRL, i know these people would have bullied me in school lmao. You can not tell me that the 60 year old social workers that are now larping as nice wouldnt have participated in the shit that happened to me in school. I literally had girls cheer on a tallfag while he was beating, saying hit him harder. I maybe retarded but I am not that delusional. People dont magically change once they turn a certain age.

Normies and foids are legitimately evil. They have the gall to call us subhuman when this is the type of shit they do for fun

 

[Poopless One]

Shitty feeling

 

[Deep.Nest]

Shitty feeling

 

[TheHungariancel]

"My friend likes you teehee".

Suicide inducing memories