Biology tells us that puberty helps develop you into a man. You gain secondary sexual characteristics, your bones start to become prominent, large and wide, your testosterone goes up, chin masculinizes, jaw squares up and widens.
Then you’re supposed to find a similarly feminized, attractive young woman, with developed breasts and womanly hips, and you're supposed to get together, have wild , energetic sex five times a day, attend college, go outdoors, do fun life activities together and enjoy the bliss that is supposed to be your youth.
Like communism, sure seems good on paper!
But what happens if the biology goes wrong? Why does it go so wrong, so often, and so severely?
I’m going through the prime of my life right now, at age 24. And every interaction I’ve ever had with a woman has been the same. Visible discomfort and monosyllabic responses and clear body language indicating a desire to leave as soon as its polite/practical. Women have this expression immediately before they see me approach, and accept the inevitability of having to talk to be about something. I can see it in their eyes immediately that they are not having fun, and would prefer if I was not talking to them.
Where is my masculinisation? Where is my thick, luscious dark head of full hair, my square jaw and powerful chin, designer stubble and hunter eyes? Why don’t I get to experience life the way biology intended?
We don’t become cold, bitter assholes for nothing. We become cold bitter assholes because life made us that way. Life experiences in youth shape the kind of person you become, and if you grow up knowing nothing but isolation and rejection from your peers, and in many cases seemingly endless bullying, you're going to grow up with a pretty negative personality and distaste if not outright disdain for the world and people around you, who've treated you like trash since you can remember.
Life teaches us that if youre not attractive, things dont end well, you never ***win*** in life, nobody will support you, nobody is interested in you, nobody CARES
and most fundamentally of all
We've learned that we're on our own. Sticking it out through hellfire, ice and the demons imprisoning our hearts and minds. Taunting us with the pleasures and bliss of beautiful youth all around us, the wonderful experiences that make being alive worth it, companionship, friendship, acceptance, love and support from others.
It is an utter, utter fabrication of delusion and imagination to imply we just aren’t confident, outgoing, positive or entertaining enough, as if those werent the very first things we tried in life. Not only were they the very first things we did, but we even watched and reflected upon our peers succeeding, and tried to emulate them. There's only so many times you can keep trying with a smile on your face, continuously failing, then looking at your better looking classmates effortlessly succeeding with women, gaining their interest out of thin air, enjoying ongoing, exciting relationships with the most beautiful young girls in the school. There are only so many times you can notice how different the experience is for you versus your peers, before the smile starts to fade.
It’s been a bitterly cold and lonely life for me this far, and the chances of it improving are nonexistent. While I've gained many friendships over the years because of my clown-like personality, they have to this day remained superficial friendships, and i'm the one who has to maintain them all. Zero effort or interest from the others.
When we are denied love and affection from the VERY BEGINNING, how are we supposed to live life to the fullest? How?
???
What do people honestly expect from us?? We were robbed of our youth and prime years and are doomed to live a lonely life for our entire lives. There’s more to life than sex? Your entire youth and foreseeable future, none of it matters or is worthwhile if you don’t have the emotional, psychological and physical nourishment, care and support of a loving partner.
Life's not worth it unless youre attractive.
Its over for many men.
Then you’re supposed to find a similarly feminized, attractive young woman, with developed breasts and womanly hips, and you're supposed to get together, have wild , energetic sex five times a day, attend college, go outdoors, do fun life activities together and enjoy the bliss that is supposed to be your youth.
Like communism, sure seems good on paper!
But what happens if the biology goes wrong? Why does it go so wrong, so often, and so severely?
I’m going through the prime of my life right now, at age 24. And every interaction I’ve ever had with a woman has been the same. Visible discomfort and monosyllabic responses and clear body language indicating a desire to leave as soon as its polite/practical. Women have this expression immediately before they see me approach, and accept the inevitability of having to talk to be about something. I can see it in their eyes immediately that they are not having fun, and would prefer if I was not talking to them.
Where is my masculinisation? Where is my thick, luscious dark head of full hair, my square jaw and powerful chin, designer stubble and hunter eyes? Why don’t I get to experience life the way biology intended?
We don’t become cold, bitter assholes for nothing. We become cold bitter assholes because life made us that way. Life experiences in youth shape the kind of person you become, and if you grow up knowing nothing but isolation and rejection from your peers, and in many cases seemingly endless bullying, you're going to grow up with a pretty negative personality and distaste if not outright disdain for the world and people around you, who've treated you like trash since you can remember.
Life teaches us that if youre not attractive, things dont end well, you never ***win*** in life, nobody will support you, nobody is interested in you, nobody CARES
and most fundamentally of all
We've learned that we're on our own. Sticking it out through hellfire, ice and the demons imprisoning our hearts and minds. Taunting us with the pleasures and bliss of beautiful youth all around us, the wonderful experiences that make being alive worth it, companionship, friendship, acceptance, love and support from others.
It is an utter, utter fabrication of delusion and imagination to imply we just aren’t confident, outgoing, positive or entertaining enough, as if those werent the very first things we tried in life. Not only were they the very first things we did, but we even watched and reflected upon our peers succeeding, and tried to emulate them. There's only so many times you can keep trying with a smile on your face, continuously failing, then looking at your better looking classmates effortlessly succeeding with women, gaining their interest out of thin air, enjoying ongoing, exciting relationships with the most beautiful young girls in the school. There are only so many times you can notice how different the experience is for you versus your peers, before the smile starts to fade.
It’s been a bitterly cold and lonely life for me this far, and the chances of it improving are nonexistent. While I've gained many friendships over the years because of my clown-like personality, they have to this day remained superficial friendships, and i'm the one who has to maintain them all. Zero effort or interest from the others.
When we are denied love and affection from the VERY BEGINNING, how are we supposed to live life to the fullest? How?
???
What do people honestly expect from us?? We were robbed of our youth and prime years and are doomed to live a lonely life for our entire lives. There’s more to life than sex? Your entire youth and foreseeable future, none of it matters or is worthwhile if you don’t have the emotional, psychological and physical nourishment, care and support of a loving partner.
Life's not worth it unless youre attractive.
Its over for many men.
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