I got semi-celebrity status it seems from that post on a certain subreddit. And I wanted to clarify a few things because obviously some people are taking it a certain way.
1. When I feel as though I "transcended humanity", I mean that I feel as though I am mentally free the petty rat race and endless, pointless, meaningless social dominance rituals. I don't care about proving myself to anyone. I'm truly mentally free from the demands and perceptions of others in the sense of having to prove my worth to others, and in a certain sense I no longer feel human because of it. Me saying "I am God" was more poetic exaggeration, I'm not a fucking schizo who believes I am literally God.
I was quoting from the opening of episode 3 of the Young Pope. It's a great quote, no? I thought it was beautiful.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsQ7Tt_2hOo
2. By virtue of not feeling the need to engage in petty social dominance rituals, I do not feel as though I need to ruin people below me to raise myself up. That's what social hierarchy is, we are just more advanced lobsters that love showing dominance over others. We have no problem giving people scars in a way that permanently ruins their life. Men have no problem destroying meaningful social relations if it means a whiff of pussy. I'm beyond that.
Most people love dominating other people, and...Oh my God, the fucking seratonin! That seratonin makes you more apt to accomplish so much more and get access to so much more sex, while the poor virgin loser you bullied in high school ends up killing himself in his 30s. But why do you care?
I've cared for far too long, and that makes me no longer human. I don't care if I am stabbing myself emotionally or socially repeatedly, killing off my dopamine, seratonin, and testosterone, and nobody respects me. I will care about those who care about me, nothing more and nothing less. I've let go of people who don't give a shit about me, who would reject me and destroy me if it meant raising themselves up or getting access to sex. Fuck them. You aren't a part of my life anymore. And that's 80% of humanity. I don't care.
3. Yes, I'm a lonely loser whom most people don't like irl. I don't care.
4. My username doesn't mean I'm literally a servant of lucifer, it's relatable. I feel as though since puberty I've been an outcast from human social organization, in the abyss alone. So I relate to him.
1. When I feel as though I "transcended humanity", I mean that I feel as though I am mentally free the petty rat race and endless, pointless, meaningless social dominance rituals. I don't care about proving myself to anyone. I'm truly mentally free from the demands and perceptions of others in the sense of having to prove my worth to others, and in a certain sense I no longer feel human because of it. Me saying "I am God" was more poetic exaggeration, I'm not a fucking schizo who believes I am literally God.
I was quoting from the opening of episode 3 of the Young Pope. It's a great quote, no? I thought it was beautiful.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsQ7Tt_2hOo
2. By virtue of not feeling the need to engage in petty social dominance rituals, I do not feel as though I need to ruin people below me to raise myself up. That's what social hierarchy is, we are just more advanced lobsters that love showing dominance over others. We have no problem giving people scars in a way that permanently ruins their life. Men have no problem destroying meaningful social relations if it means a whiff of pussy. I'm beyond that.
Most people love dominating other people, and...Oh my God, the fucking seratonin! That seratonin makes you more apt to accomplish so much more and get access to so much more sex, while the poor virgin loser you bullied in high school ends up killing himself in his 30s. But why do you care?
I've cared for far too long, and that makes me no longer human. I don't care if I am stabbing myself emotionally or socially repeatedly, killing off my dopamine, seratonin, and testosterone, and nobody respects me. I will care about those who care about me, nothing more and nothing less. I've let go of people who don't give a shit about me, who would reject me and destroy me if it meant raising themselves up or getting access to sex. Fuck them. You aren't a part of my life anymore. And that's 80% of humanity. I don't care.
3. Yes, I'm a lonely loser whom most people don't like irl. I don't care.
4. My username doesn't mean I'm literally a servant of lucifer, it's relatable. I feel as though since puberty I've been an outcast from human social organization, in the abyss alone. So I relate to him.
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