I know bro, this was the moment when all seriousness and unfixable nature of my life cicrcumstance as an incel really sank in. It was as if so far I had been only scratching the surface, not knowing where to start, but then finally got into the very heart of darkness. I still remember lying on the floor when I couldn't eat, didn't go outside much, my chest and stomach was always hurting from exertion as if I was about to cry up, except that I didn't cry. I was a sudden outbreak of depression that can drive you to the grave. Eventually it abated.Is there anything more brutal than talking to a girl online, anonymously, and having her be momentarily interested in you? Knowing that if you send a picture, you'll be brutally ghosted or rejected. And that she will inevitably get bored of you and start talking to another guy within days, or hours.Getting a small taste of an experience you will never have.
