This is a girl who I consider my last oneitis. I don't think I can develop attachment to any foid at this point, only probably imaginary one. I can probably share this picture of her, don't think she will ever stumble on this thread because thing is, she's rather long dead. As far as I could be assured, she had been suffering from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis for a few years prior. It is a lethal desease where your muscles basically give out so that you can't move or breathe. She probably suffocated in her sleep or whatever, a few years ago.
Anyway. She shared some pictures of herself, talked about her life and how she didn't want to die but eventually this would have to happen. She tried to use it as a positive example, how even dying you can live a full life. Lol of course you can, if you're an attractive female. She was intrigued by our conversation and wanted to know me better. But being a timid incel as I am, I knew that to keep her interested I couldn't show my face to her. I knew I wasn't a chad. My face and height sure would put her off and she would ghost me immediately. So we conversed for some time. But I couldn't keep lying to myself, I was an incel, that was it. Still I was pondering maybe I should still show my face or voice chat with her. LOL. Praise to god I had enough IQ to think better of it. Just imagine this embarrassment. I cringe even as I type these words
So one day I just ghosted her because I noticed she became disinterested. Also that was the year when I got blackpilled for real. The blackpill swallowed me completely, to the point that I considered suicide. Because no girl would love me. Of course I was a cuck, this or any bitch isn't worth suiciding over (probably). But I gotta tell you, she was one of the triggers. I was a jobless incel. But I was better off. Why? Nothing has changed for the better since then. Only that then I was six years younger and still had this small fire of youth burning within me, which is now gone to the wind.
I wish I saved more photos of her but I deleted all of my converstations with her and pics that she sent me, because I wanted to forget about her.
What do you say?
