Im not expecting anyone to read this so ill try not to overthink it i just wanna write my thoughts out.
I used to lurk here for some time before finally making an account. There was a certain novelty about finally seeing your situation for what it is and to find some information and reasoning on women, human nature in general etc... Also seeing other people going through the same shit you do used to make me feel better about myself. But now it all just feels pointless, and when you look at it logically everything IS pointless. Im not gonna go into that but since isolation forces you into self introspection im sure you have the idea of why im saying this. But at the end of the day we are just humans, and any kind of logic disappears when certain chemicals enter your brain, whether they make you sad, angry,horny or whatever when theres no "reason" to be. I told myself im too blackpilled to even make an account on here, how would it even help me, i dont want to rely on other people for cope and things like that...But here i am, because between all the numbness came a moment of sadness and i just felt like i had to try something, but now that im numb again and have that clarity i just dont see the point of this. Everything has already been said, we know women are the way they are and we have seen all the fucking studies,we know shit is unfair and all that we can do is complain, writing the same shit over and over... Its such a miserable cycle and even if im aware of it ill be back here complaining writing the same shit i already think about every day, the same shit that we all know and the same shit thats already been said on this forum. This will go on until the day that i die and theres nothing i can do except cut it short and end my life
I used to lurk here for some time before finally making an account. There was a certain novelty about finally seeing your situation for what it is and to find some information and reasoning on women, human nature in general etc... Also seeing other people going through the same shit you do used to make me feel better about myself. But now it all just feels pointless, and when you look at it logically everything IS pointless. Im not gonna go into that but since isolation forces you into self introspection im sure you have the idea of why im saying this. But at the end of the day we are just humans, and any kind of logic disappears when certain chemicals enter your brain, whether they make you sad, angry,horny or whatever when theres no "reason" to be. I told myself im too blackpilled to even make an account on here, how would it even help me, i dont want to rely on other people for cope and things like that...But here i am, because between all the numbness came a moment of sadness and i just felt like i had to try something, but now that im numb again and have that clarity i just dont see the point of this. Everything has already been said, we know women are the way they are and we have seen all the fucking studies,we know shit is unfair and all that we can do is complain, writing the same shit over and over... Its such a miserable cycle and even if im aware of it ill be back here complaining writing the same shit i already think about every day, the same shit that we all know and the same shit thats already been said on this forum. This will go on until the day that i die and theres nothing i can do except cut it short and end my life
