Yes, many reasons for it. I am just so disgusted by our own foids that I don't want to look at their faces.
I mean, I don't want to look into anyone's eyes, really.
I look at them just enough to not appear disrespectful.
I also mostly look down as if I am focusing really hard on what they have to tell me and to appear as though I am thinking, in conversations of professional nature.
Another problem is, tbh, that I have developed some incredibly sad, jaded and empty look.
People notice this and some even say this behind my back about me, so I barely look anyone in the eyes anymore unless I absolutely have to.
I think I am just defeated, but I still try to lie to myself about it.