weed dogs escorts, you know hobbies and such!
can go months or even years without being depressed but sometimes it gets really bad, i had 2 very serious suicide attempts one around 20 and one around 35...not sure why i woke up after 2 days on that one but i'm still here.
it also helps to look how miserable my friends are and how god awful blue pilled thier views, they live groveling at thier GFs feet for affection and attention. spending huge sums of money to make hr happy and well shes still def still not happy. or my brother who is married to a fucking UGLY psycho hippie no vax cunt..i couldnt imagine
I have unlimited freedom to travel the world and do whatever i want to do without being held down with responsibility of caring after some cunt and cuntlets that cheats and doesn't give a shit about me. thats a good feeling to me.