Well, oldcel would be me, 50 years.
I have been at the point of throwing myself from a train, also stood on the top of a tall building.
But too much of a coward to really do that, so I backed away.
Escortcel was something of a cope, but it's too costly.
Besides that, it doesn't give satisfaction. After escortcelling, I felt worse than before.
I've quit escortcelling years ago.
I live in a shithole country and I can assure you it's not possible to "buy" some foid for marriage.
Maybe in India or some country like that.
In this part of the world, foids are only interested in hard cold cash.
If you are ugly and poor, you may as well end it straight away. I've seen plenty of incels living on the streets here,
once you get to that level your live is worse than that of a cockroach.
I currently LDAR, until a good opERtunity comes along.