Quarantine fucked my life (anyone else?) . I just said I can't keep up this Charade anymore and LDAR'd. Copes kept me going.

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I remember Quarantine
Just as I was adjusting to my new life everyone says lockdowns.
Then we had online schools everyone stayed home it was a mess.
I stopped attending online school realizing I can't keep up this charade anymore.
Slowly I started playing games and not handing in assignments.
What gave me copium was Civilization 6 it reminded me that my ancestors and humanity endured so much and I carried that strength within me that is why
Sogno di Volare is very special to me.

I could cope until
The quarantine and near solitary confinement isolation shocked and transformed my brain.

I watched Elfen Lied traumatized me don't remember much from it or maybe the isolation traumatized me.

A few weeks
Edit: accidentally psoted incomplete thread lol.
later I started questioning my faith and realized the only reason I followed it was because I had a relatively okay life even though I was bullied I had some acquaintances and friends-ish and family in my life. I could somewhat cope because i had people.
I realized my faith was weak since I easily started questioning religion again.
I then left my faith because
A. It was slowly eroding as my life worsened meaning my faith was correlated to how I felt my life was progressing and indoctrination I always felt it was an odd religion really.
B. Everything in my life stopped making sense when a gov ordered a quarantine for a flu.
I realized adults don't know what the actual fuck they are doing so why should I listen to any of the shit they say be it religion politics etc.
Gov let everyone pass in the quarantine but my mom found out about my truancy and had a mental breakdown. Relationship soured between me my mom also dad.

I started becoming distant I didn't have as much connection to my old friends and I did not care about making new ones since friendships are so fleeting.

Slowly I started researching my home countries war and eventually watching a massacre that took place there also made me more jaded

Sorry I skipped a lot of context I have more too write but I am sleepy eepy lol
GN
I will write more maybe in a separate thread



I never recovered and fell into the radicalization pipeline.

 

[Animecel2D]

I have been quarantined my entire life

nothing was different for me back then

 

[OJ DA JUICEMAN]

I have been quarantined my entire life

nothing was different for me back then

In fact I enjoyed lockdown more and seeing normies suffer in a slice of our life

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I have been quarantined my entire life

nothing was different for me back then

I had an Overprotective family so I didn't go out much and was pretty much a mama's boy
I can kinda empathize
Most of the time I was on my laptop or electronic device
They raised me more than my family did

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

I don't care about other happiness or suffering of normies until I was fucked by it and normies loved nlockdown so it made me hate normies

In fact I enjoyed lockdown more and seeing normies suffer in a slice of our life

 

[Friezacel]

I have been quarantined my entire life

nothing was different for me back then

True

Fakecel trait if you feel like quarantine ruined your life

 

[Todd Thundercock]

im quarantined because i'm ugly

 

[Hoppipolla]

I was isolated for something like 18 months, back in 2015-2017. Just circumstances.

Aaaaaand... I got very bad OCD.

I also know someone who got schizophrenia from the covid isolation.

So... yeah it's not good...

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

I have been quarantined my entire life

nothing was different for me back then

In fact I enjoyed lockdown more and seeing normies suffer in a slice of our life

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

True

Fakecel trait if you feel like quarantine ruined your life

Fuck off normies loved lockdowns

 

[Friezacel]

Fuck off normies loved lockdowns

good joke

 

[Bats]

Yeah i did the same during quarantine. But i would probably only have slightlty more hope and that's mostly it. Kind of fakecel if you hanged out with friends

 

[TheJester]

Lockdown was weird because I both hated and liked online school. Despite that I had NO contact to Professors or students a like. That said when the last few semesters were in attendance nothing changed lol.

Also I slept A TON! I was layed off first few months after Corona hit and just simply slept.

I was always weirded out how no one can just...stay at home. How is Corona such a big thing lol? Why is it still going I asked?

 

[CrackingYs]

My life hasn't changed much at all from even before COVID, during COVID, and after COVID. It's been almost the same the whole time. I just go to the gym now, and I have a different work-from-home job. Work, eat, sleep, repeat.