Pushing people away

[TomathonClancy]

The few people I talk to have accused me of doing this. I tell people not to give me their stupid cliche advice about "just be more positive" and stuff, and think I'm pushing them away. They don't understand, though, what it's like to be at the bottom of the hole, to have nothing.

I have no interests, no skills, no hobbies. I have nothing to look forward to, and I'm getting less and less interested in stuff I used to love like video games and going to the gym. Sometimes I wonder if I should put the people who torment me with this advice onto my suicide note, but they'd play the victim card and call me a monster.

 

[Incellectual]

I have no interests, no skills, no hobbies. I have nothing to look forward to, and I'm getting less and less interested in stuff I used to love like video games and going to the gym. Sometimes I wonder if I should put the people who torment me with this advice onto my suicide note, but they'd play the victim card and call me a monster.

relate-able

 

[StaroRavager]

I doubt you’d be called a monster over standard suicide, going ER however...

 

[Deleted member 14490]

>I have no interests, no skills, no hobbies. I have nothing to look forward to

Perfectly describes me. I'm putting myself through the hell that is stemcelling and living on a college campus but I don't even know why I bother. My last cope is using stembuxx to surgerymaxx.

 

[metal]

I do not go outside

 

[TomathonClancy]

I doubt you’d be called a monster over standard suicide, going ER however...

I'm already treated like a mental patient by everyone I knew. I actually used to be just a normal lonely guy, but after years of having people tell me that my problems aren't real I've become more and more unhinged.

 

[Rice Cel]

Go ER

 

[superighteous]

Fuck. I know how this is. That’s my trademark, pushing other people away. Any time there is any semblance of a potential friendship with another person, I ruin it by being rude to them, ignoring them etc. And if by some miracle I don’t do any of those things, I will certainly get physically repulsed when in their presence and will not be able to stand being around them. I don’t know why I’m like this. Maybe I’m afraid that they’ll get to know the real me and they won’t like what they see.

 

[StaroRavager]

I'm already treated like a mental patient by everyone I knew. I actually used to be just a normal lonely guy, but after years of having people tell me that my problems aren't real I've become more and more unhinged.

Unhinged as in “he’s weird” or unhinged as in break out the manifesto

 

[TomathonClancy]

Unhinged as in “he’s weird” or unhinged as in break out the manifesto

Unhinged as in I'm ready to kill myself

 

[StaroRavager]

Unhinged as in I'm ready to kill myself

If that’s the route you’re going, I hope you have an efficient method to get it done otherwise you might fuck up your life even more

 

[Haywire]

yeah similiar situation here

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

normies will never understand the depressed mind and existence of a lonely ugly male