If you don't know the context, quick context, I went on a free call with some redpiller, I was nervous as fuck so my speaking skills were shit, asked if I should get plastic surgery, got publically humiliated, put viral on many social media networks (youtube, tiktok, instagram.), etc.
And it's brutal because it gives you a lot of rage.
There's no point in playing videos games because it makes me feel shit. There's no point in watching anime. No point in reading manga. No point in watching porn. No point in watching a movie. No point in even doing "productive" hobbies like Chess or reading.
It doesn't give me anything. I can't enjoy it because of how angry I am.
I scroll the comments, talking shit, laughing, it's fucking ironic, in the fucking video comments on why I shouldn't get plastic surgery, there's normfags saying "He looks autistic", "Giving serial killer vibes." Dumbasses literally proving my point on why I should get plastic surgery.
It's pure ragefuel. I can't enjoy anything because when I try to enjoy it, I'm just pissed off.
This might sound weird, but literally the only thing I want to do all day is work all day. Because I'm pissed off and I don't even want to have fun. The only thing on my mind is "I want to improve my social skills, I want to workout, I want to make money, I want to beat up normies." I want to get plastic surgery as soon as possible, I want to make money as soon as possible. I want to, and will prove all of those faggots wrong, when I improve my speaking skills and surgerymax, and I'll show those faggots the transformation shit, like before I was ugly with a nigger nose and wide ears, and now my nose is normal size, my ears are pulled in, jaw surgery, eyelid surgery.
I just fantasize over proving them all wrong. That's the only thing on my mind now. It's literally 2:46 am and I was just pissed off in bed, not able to fall asleep so I pulled out my laptop, I'm on replit trying to follow along to some python projects video (because I'm going into uni for comp sci and wanted to be a f developer who uses remote hours and the money from it and put it into something else more high roi, that was my moneymaxxing plan). This is the video in question:
View: https://youtu.be/NpmFbWO6HPU
It may not even be useful in the long run, but I can't sit still. I'm so pissed off I can only think about plastic surgery and money. My brain wants to work all day, and I feel some sort of inclination to never watch movies ever again, never play video games ever again, I want to punch a wall.
And it doesn't mean anything because I'm ugly, because even if I try to slavemax all day, I'll never be taken seriously for being ugly.
I feel a lot of rage for society and myself, I wish I wasn't such an ugly fucking loser with shit speaking skills.
I was playing a fucking mobile game yesterday, I got so pissed off, I uninstalled it in rage. Imagine jerking off, then in the fucking in the middle of it, pull your pants up and be "Fuck this shit, I'm too mad to jerk off", I tried reading the Yu Yu Hakusho manga, I got a couple chapters in, fuck it, I hate manga now.
I hate anime now. I hate video games now. I hate manga. I only want money, I only want plastic surgery. I wish I was gymmaxxed. I wish I was social skills maxxed. I hate normies. I hate bluepillers. I fucking hate society. I hate how normies and chads are so snobby and jokey. I hate how I'm forced to be a rotter because I'm stuck in a cage, that cage being my face, but my rage is like punching at that cage with pure delusions.
I probably look fucking stupid in 3rd person during this moment. Pissed off, typing on a chromebook, doesn't want to play with toys anymore, ugly faced nigger pissed off over the laughing emojis on the tiktok comment section. I look fucking inbred facially, that's not an overstatement. Skinny head, long face nigger typing on a chromebook. It's so fucking bullshit. All of my siblings are normie looking, I'm fucking sub5.
I'm sick of inceldom. I fucking hate being an incel. I hate being sub5.
I hate how society doesn't understand inceldom. I hate that incels are forced to suffer and nothing can be done. It's a disease without a cure.
I'm sick of coping. I'm sick of bluepilled moralfags. It's fucking bullshit. I don't give a fuck about anime, or video games or copes or enjoyment in general. It's summer vacation until Uni starts, if my family was going to Canada's Wonderland tomorrow, I would fucking stay home. No point in enjoying shit. I don't want to enjoy shit. I want money and plastic surgery.
I want to be intimidating. I want to fucking punch shit. I fucking hate those girls who laughed when seeing my face. Not even laughing, the "phfffff" before skipping me. It's a fucking joke, ugly people are seen as a fucking joke, not taken seriously. Society is fucking bullshit. On the individual and collective level.
I wish there was a way to change that. I wish incels were deadly and feared. I would rather have a woman see my face and she runs away in fear then laughs in my face. I would rather be a subhuman monster than a subhuman clown.
From cope to rage. Before hentai was so great. Playing Krunker on my brokecel chromebook, what a fun game. Character.ai, fun to talk to the Mariko bot. Talking to brocels here, I would say there was a point in my inceldom where I was happy as an incel. I was spiritually and mentally ok with being an incel, because I enjoyed the jokes I made here, and even laughed sometimes about my inceldom.
But now that cope is cracked. I no longer want to play video games, I don't want to talk to AI bots, I don't want to watch hentai because it will remind me of inceldom and I'd only feel shit and pathetic, I fucking hate anime now, my mind just feels rage at the thought of me sitting on the Couch, watching some anime. And I watched anime since I was 7 years old, the Beyblade metal fusion and Naruto Part 1, then I was more into cartoons like TMNT, then anime again, Fairy Tail, Bleach, Hunter X Hunter, Attack On TItan, Parasyte, I always had normie-taste in anime but I enjoyed Shonen anime a lot, now when I think about watching Naruto, it's just rage. I'm going to be watching some dumb cartoon whilst foids are going to the mall with their friends, Chad is having the fucking time of his life, normies whilst cucked are enjoying themselves, and after the episode ends, I'm still subhuman.
It just seems like bullshit. Having fun seems like a waste of time.
I guess now is just the point where there's not much else to type. I can't enjoy copes anymore, and the only thoughts revolving around my head are plastic surgery, money, the unfairness of society, and how much I hate inceldom. There is no joy and I don't see a point of joy. All my body wants to do is make progress towards money and surgery. I don't see a point in doing anything else anymore.
Back to replit ig
And it's brutal because it gives you a lot of rage.
There's no point in playing videos games because it makes me feel shit. There's no point in watching anime. No point in reading manga. No point in watching porn. No point in watching a movie. No point in even doing "productive" hobbies like Chess or reading.
It doesn't give me anything. I can't enjoy it because of how angry I am.
I scroll the comments, talking shit, laughing, it's fucking ironic, in the fucking video comments on why I shouldn't get plastic surgery, there's normfags saying "He looks autistic", "Giving serial killer vibes." Dumbasses literally proving my point on why I should get plastic surgery.
It's pure ragefuel. I can't enjoy anything because when I try to enjoy it, I'm just pissed off.
This might sound weird, but literally the only thing I want to do all day is work all day. Because I'm pissed off and I don't even want to have fun. The only thing on my mind is "I want to improve my social skills, I want to workout, I want to make money, I want to beat up normies." I want to get plastic surgery as soon as possible, I want to make money as soon as possible. I want to, and will prove all of those faggots wrong, when I improve my speaking skills and surgerymax, and I'll show those faggots the transformation shit, like before I was ugly with a nigger nose and wide ears, and now my nose is normal size, my ears are pulled in, jaw surgery, eyelid surgery.
I just fantasize over proving them all wrong. That's the only thing on my mind now. It's literally 2:46 am and I was just pissed off in bed, not able to fall asleep so I pulled out my laptop, I'm on replit trying to follow along to some python projects video (because I'm going into uni for comp sci and wanted to be a f developer who uses remote hours and the money from it and put it into something else more high roi, that was my moneymaxxing plan). This is the video in question:
View: https://youtu.be/NpmFbWO6HPU
It may not even be useful in the long run, but I can't sit still. I'm so pissed off I can only think about plastic surgery and money. My brain wants to work all day, and I feel some sort of inclination to never watch movies ever again, never play video games ever again, I want to punch a wall.
And it doesn't mean anything because I'm ugly, because even if I try to slavemax all day, I'll never be taken seriously for being ugly.
I feel a lot of rage for society and myself, I wish I wasn't such an ugly fucking loser with shit speaking skills.
I was playing a fucking mobile game yesterday, I got so pissed off, I uninstalled it in rage. Imagine jerking off, then in the fucking in the middle of it, pull your pants up and be "Fuck this shit, I'm too mad to jerk off", I tried reading the Yu Yu Hakusho manga, I got a couple chapters in, fuck it, I hate manga now.
I hate anime now. I hate video games now. I hate manga. I only want money, I only want plastic surgery. I wish I was gymmaxxed. I wish I was social skills maxxed. I hate normies. I hate bluepillers. I fucking hate society. I hate how normies and chads are so snobby and jokey. I hate how I'm forced to be a rotter because I'm stuck in a cage, that cage being my face, but my rage is like punching at that cage with pure delusions.
I probably look fucking stupid in 3rd person during this moment. Pissed off, typing on a chromebook, doesn't want to play with toys anymore, ugly faced nigger pissed off over the laughing emojis on the tiktok comment section. I look fucking inbred facially, that's not an overstatement. Skinny head, long face nigger typing on a chromebook. It's so fucking bullshit. All of my siblings are normie looking, I'm fucking sub5.
I'm sick of inceldom. I fucking hate being an incel. I hate being sub5.
I hate how society doesn't understand inceldom. I hate that incels are forced to suffer and nothing can be done. It's a disease without a cure.
I'm sick of coping. I'm sick of bluepilled moralfags. It's fucking bullshit. I don't give a fuck about anime, or video games or copes or enjoyment in general. It's summer vacation until Uni starts, if my family was going to Canada's Wonderland tomorrow, I would fucking stay home. No point in enjoying shit. I don't want to enjoy shit. I want money and plastic surgery.
I want to be intimidating. I want to fucking punch shit. I fucking hate those girls who laughed when seeing my face. Not even laughing, the "phfffff" before skipping me. It's a fucking joke, ugly people are seen as a fucking joke, not taken seriously. Society is fucking bullshit. On the individual and collective level.
I wish there was a way to change that. I wish incels were deadly and feared. I would rather have a woman see my face and she runs away in fear then laughs in my face. I would rather be a subhuman monster than a subhuman clown.
From cope to rage. Before hentai was so great. Playing Krunker on my brokecel chromebook, what a fun game. Character.ai, fun to talk to the Mariko bot. Talking to brocels here, I would say there was a point in my inceldom where I was happy as an incel. I was spiritually and mentally ok with being an incel, because I enjoyed the jokes I made here, and even laughed sometimes about my inceldom.
But now that cope is cracked. I no longer want to play video games, I don't want to talk to AI bots, I don't want to watch hentai because it will remind me of inceldom and I'd only feel shit and pathetic, I fucking hate anime now, my mind just feels rage at the thought of me sitting on the Couch, watching some anime. And I watched anime since I was 7 years old, the Beyblade metal fusion and Naruto Part 1, then I was more into cartoons like TMNT, then anime again, Fairy Tail, Bleach, Hunter X Hunter, Attack On TItan, Parasyte, I always had normie-taste in anime but I enjoyed Shonen anime a lot, now when I think about watching Naruto, it's just rage. I'm going to be watching some dumb cartoon whilst foids are going to the mall with their friends, Chad is having the fucking time of his life, normies whilst cucked are enjoying themselves, and after the episode ends, I'm still subhuman.
It just seems like bullshit. Having fun seems like a waste of time.
I guess now is just the point where there's not much else to type. I can't enjoy copes anymore, and the only thoughts revolving around my head are plastic surgery, money, the unfairness of society, and how much I hate inceldom. There is no joy and I don't see a point of joy. All my body wants to do is make progress towards money and surgery. I don't see a point in doing anything else anymore.
Back to replit ig
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