It's Over PTSD from my own face

[buddwyerimitator]

saw a reel today of chad and got reminded on how fucking subhuman i am

i hate my face, i hate my retarded rice nose, i hate my squinty eyes, i hate my mouth, i hate everything. i am so fucking ugly it pains me to attractive people just going on their day with no care in the world as if they didnt just wont the genetic lottery. everyday since i was a kid ive always despised myself and ALWAYS wanted to surgerymaxx. never once, not even a second passes through where i was ever grateful of my face. people look at me like im something straight out of a corny 80s monster movie, like im nature's worst mistake. im treated severely differently than my peers. i get stares. i just want to rip my skin off everytime i see myself in the reflection, not to mention photos. it has gotten to the point where for months i avoided my own reflection, it worked until the obvious inevitable happened. i am such a disgusting creature. i am the world's laughing stock, life is like a looney toons cartoon for me. i get hurt and everyone laughs.

someone please stab my face already so atleast people would feel a little pity for me instead of gut-churning feelings

 

[Soystein]

I feel the same, I hate seeing my face in the mirror, my skin is fucked up and I have a lazy-eye. Every day is completely meaningless and I never leave the house or talk to anyone anymore, there's no point in socializing with this face.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

people would feel a little pity for me

I feel for you

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

I used to be afraid of mirrors as a child after watching some horrors with monsters and ghosts getting out of it, now I dislike doing so because there's no monsters, only my face.

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

saw a reel today of chad and got reminded on how fucking subhuman i am

i hate my face, i hate my retarded rice nose, i hate my squinty eyes, i hate my mouth, i hate everything. i am so fucking ugly it pains me to attractive people just going on their day with no care in the world as if they didnt just wont the genetic lottery. everyday since i was a kid ive always despised myself and ALWAYS wanted to surgerymaxx. never once, not even a second passes through where i was ever grateful of my face. people look at me like im something straight out of a corny 80s monster movie, like im nature's worst mistake. im treated severely differently than my peers. i get stares. i just want to rip my skin off everytime i see myself in the reflection, not to mention photos. it has gotten to the point where for months i avoided my own reflection, it worked until the obvious inevitable happened. i am such a disgusting creature. i am the world's laughing stock, life is like a looney toons cartoon for me. i get hurt and everyone laughs.

someone please stab my face already so atleast people would feel a little pity for me instead of gut-churning feelings

When the phone turns black reflection is brootal

 

[DutchCel01]

I feel the exact same. I also do this thing where i aim my phone upwards when unlocking it so i dont have to see my own reflection. I also always dash away if i open my camera on accident on certain apps its a brutal way to live life. I understand you brocel

 

[GrodanBoll]

I feel ya bud, I hate my chunky freckled face. it's embarrassing, I don't look my age.

 

[AnApparentMyth]

This but with my horrendous baby face. It makes me look 12