boringcel
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I actually have this. Lately I am able to cope better, but this nasty, terryfing feeling that I missed most important and by far most beautiful experience hits me from time to time. Im not exageratting when I say that just thinking about it gave me mild panic in the past. I remember feeling pressure in my chest and throat because I couldnt get over it. Sometimes it just me made so angry that I had urge to punch random people in the street, thankfully I am too high inhibition for actually doing that.
Recently, I have grown increasingly more apathetic and even masochistic hence I rarely get same amount of this uneasiness and in addition as I am getting older my thoughts and anxiousness is more directed to the fact that I am probably going to be lonely 30+ guy whom is going to be completely forbidden to even look at teen girls and who is expected to have enjoyed his best years and now when party is supposed to be over he should be happy to settle for post wall roastie.
Recently, I have grown increasingly more apathetic and even masochistic hence I rarely get same amount of this uneasiness and in addition as I am getting older my thoughts and anxiousness is more directed to the fact that I am probably going to be lonely 30+ guy whom is going to be completely forbidden to even look at teen girls and who is expected to have enjoyed his best years and now when party is supposed to be over he should be happy to settle for post wall roastie.