GooberMcKee
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There's this idea that psychedelics will make you realize "we are all one" or some bullshit and make you realize you should "self accept" yourself, for me it was the opposite. I became more conservative and more selective of the people I let into my life.
The drugs also hammered home that I should get plastic surgery to get ahead in life, and that my face is holding me back. I am not socially awkward or autistic, I am just ugly.
Fortunately money isn't the issue because I saved for a decade. Surgery estimate is like $15k including everything I am thinking of doing.
I am speaking to four surgeons, already spoke to a few since my trip. I am also going to the derm soon to see what's causing my hair loss and if I should get on mino. This is fucked. Even the machine elves think I am ugly and should get work done (just kidding, they're shrooms not DMT)
The drugs also hammered home that I should get plastic surgery to get ahead in life, and that my face is holding me back. I am not socially awkward or autistic, I am just ugly.
Fortunately money isn't the issue because I saved for a decade. Surgery estimate is like $15k including everything I am thinking of doing.
I am speaking to four surgeons, already spoke to a few since my trip. I am also going to the derm soon to see what's causing my hair loss and if I should get on mino. This is fucked. Even the machine elves think I am ugly and should get work done (just kidding, they're shrooms not DMT)