I’m pretty repulsed by all my clients, I just keep my eyes closed and think of the money and what I’m going to do with it, also I work reaaaally hard to make them cum quick and try to end it sooner. Do it, you’ll regret it if you don’t, a few hours or a day of pain and disgust is absolutely worth being able to afford something you need IMO. But makes sure what he pays is worth it! If you need to drive a day to get there especially. I know it’s hard hun, but trust me when I say you DO get used to it and it is worth it, once you get back home shower extremely well and treat yourself to something you love, for me it’s animals and my favourite tv show, something to help distract yourself, and if you need to talk about it to someone afterward, as another escort I’m here if you need to.