Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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For year I felt the need to be good at something, to learn a skill, master it and use it to make money.
I have failed to find such a thing. The only candidate for this has been programming. In theory it's perfect for me - can make great money, don't really need to talk to that many people with this skill (unlike let's say learning a language and being a translator), don't need any fancy equipment that I don't have.
But it's not really for me, as I have found out. I hate the process of programming, apparently I'm very dumb cause I can't wrap my head around basic syntax and concepts. Made me see myself as a dumb person. It was a real strike to the ego, since in school and in uni I had very, very good grades.
Ahh, I only wish to find a skill that I could learn and become an expert in. I want to make money and not be stuck at this dead-end job.
I have failed to find such a thing. The only candidate for this has been programming. In theory it's perfect for me - can make great money, don't really need to talk to that many people with this skill (unlike let's say learning a language and being a translator), don't need any fancy equipment that I don't have.
But it's not really for me, as I have found out. I hate the process of programming, apparently I'm very dumb cause I can't wrap my head around basic syntax and concepts. Made me see myself as a dumb person. It was a real strike to the ego, since in school and in uni I had very, very good grades.
Ahh, I only wish to find a skill that I could learn and become an expert in. I want to make money and not be stuck at this dead-end job.