FuckHOA
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I stood up all night and thought of a jiu jitsu blood choke which involved pressing down the carotid so oxygen wont flow to my brain so I thought of using a rear naked choke on myself. I pressed down on my carotid real good after I found it and after 5 seconds my head felt fuzzy and 15 seconds I was feeling like I was going to fall and stopped at 30 because I didn't pass out. I am upset I couldn't find a way to completely close my carotid artery to make me faint. Maybe jiu jitsu conditioned my carotid from those rear naked chokes that its harder for me to rope who knows.
I need to find a way to completely close off my carotid as pressing my thumbs against them didn't do the trick as I only felt fuzzy and did not faint. My body is extremely resistant for some reason.
Edit:The fact I am practicing suicide which I never done is scary to me. I might be close to roping.
I need to find a way to completely close off my carotid as pressing my thumbs against them didn't do the trick as I only felt fuzzy and did not faint. My body is extremely resistant for some reason.
Edit:The fact I am practicing suicide which I never done is scary to me. I might be close to roping.