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Cope Post about my struggles with porn and autism. Then the most nihilistic philosophy I have found. Then chinese cybercommunism. Then real life volcels.

Wannabe_Volcel

Wannabe_Volcel

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So bro after several drafts... I am gonna summarize.
  • 25 years old, simp, cucked, autistic, childish or effeminate at times .
  • Live with my mother since 2007, I owe her everything but all the years of beta programming have turned me into an absolute cuck and a simp.
  • Severe porn addiction. My dick is destroyed, my libido is gone, my brain is fried up.
  • In 2023 I creeped out the girl of my dreams (otaku, goth, autistic). It was the most painful experience of my life, and a brutal wake up call. I sometimes dream about her, and when I wake up I crash out :feelsree: . I was gonna upload pictures of her, her current boyfriend, and me, so you get a better picture of the situation, but I don't want our pictures floating around the internet. I also read on their twitter accounts about all the crazy sex they have. It's brutal. :feelsrope:
I am new on this forum, but I am familiar with redpill content, MGOTW, nofap communities... I'm also familiar with very nihilistic philosophies such as buddhism, gnosticism or efilism, but I'm not gonna get into that for now, maybe on another post... This is an introductory video, it's brutal.

View: https://youtu.be/x7zmRvBuqX8?feature=shared


However, I haven't reached rock bottom yet, I'm still somewhat optimistic on life because I'm a young adult, but time is ticking out. I also believe Jesus Christ is the supreme volcel and interdimensional redeemer, even if it's mysterious and I don't believe in dogma, I think the dude was some mystical ascended desert sage and the Son of God from a jungian perspective. I also like other gurus such as Alan Watts or Jordan Peterson who have a positive outlook on life, although he has gone nuts in the past years, his earlier content from when he was just a college professor was very good.

I think the path of the volcel is my last chance at life. If I fail on this project, I may as well end up killing myself.

This is the kind of porn I've been consuming over the past years.
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Looks tempting, but believe me, there's nothing at the end of the path of porn, nothing, just death and destruction. I've lost my soul and my will to live. That's why I believe semen retention is so sacred. Chads don't use porn because they don't need it, but we betas are shooting ourselves in the foot by consuming porn. We all have alpha inside us, we are all descendants of successful warriors and survivors of brutal carnage in the natural world. Maybe our dads were cucked or anally raped by the divorce system, but we are talking about 4.000'000.000 years of carnage and meat grinder, because nature is a bitch. 80% of males in nature never get to reproduce, the most common setup is one alpha male, multiple females, multiple children, and then again just a handful of those children become alpha and repeat the cycle.
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It's a brutal selection process, and somehow our genes got through all of that, so yeah, we all have some alpha inside us... But porn is absolutely cucked, it's literally watching other men fuck girls we like. I think this videogame is one of the last layers of the porn universe, after this there is A.I. and sex dolls maybe? But the path of porn leads nowhere, trust me on that. It's all a goddamn lie. SOYciety has been hijacked by the demons of porn/romance/love/sex. There are only two real paths according to ancient sages and even scientifically speaking: the path of marriage and the path of the volcel. Full stop. Everything else is a lie. The only real purpose of sex/love/romance is to have children. Condoms are for gay people. That's why couples are breaking up and divorcing everywhere, I read somewhere that there's even a surge of sexual boredom in couples... Inceldom is skyrocketing in the West as well as in Japan. Only China and Russia have preserved traditional values? Idk, I hate the goddamn jews but I don't think fascism is the solution, I'm more of a conservative leftist, not a cucked woke SJW, but more of a pro-Russia and pro-China MAGA cybercommunist if you ask me. USSR wasn't cucked, it was a great place specially between 1945-1980's. Mao was a son of a bitch tho, but then Deng Xiaoping fixed it. But yeah, feminist propaganda, destruction of family and porn are destroying society and making us all cucked simps. The most brutal realization is that even if the girl of my dreams gave me a chance, maybe I wouldn't even get an erection, that's how terrible porn is. PIED is real. I have reached 30 days free from PMO in the past, and it felt glorious, I could look at people in the eye, my voice was deeper, I felt energized 24/7, I could dream again at night, I woke up with a wood every morning, my autistic symptoms diminished... And the beauty of the path of the volcel is that everyone wins, it's not about getting women, it's about becoming men, it's about making the brocel community larger and healthier. If the ancient sages were able to organize and set up civilization properly, we can do it again. I think the Autism to ER Pipeline is real, but the Autism to Volcel Pipeline is also real. If you feel horny, then it's a sign you are still on time and haven't hit rock bottom. Stop now, you will fail multiple times but will eventually get the knack of it. This horniness is the sacred energy that guides us through life.

Goodbye.
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Isaac Newton was a notable autistic volcel.

View: https://www.reddit.com/r/Semenretention/comments/13vyslg/isaac_newton/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button


In the past I tried using a dumbphone with WhatsApp (vital message app used in my country) and it was fucking awesome, but after some months they removed WhatsApp support. Then I tried setting up DNS filters on all my devices, they were awesome as well, but you could get around them with a few tricks. I still need to call my ISP (internet company) to set up stronger filters on porn, parental controls, everything they have. It's a constant war against porn. But I'm ready to start again.

The path of the volcel or the path of marriage doesn't solve the problem of overpopulation, that's another real enigma. Have you heard about the Mouse Utopia Experiment? They basically placed a bunch of mice on a perfect ecosystem, with enough space and unlimited food and water... Then population peaked at 2200 mice even though there was still enough space and resources for 4000 mice. Some symptoms of behavioral sink/overpopulation were the appearance of LGBT mice, abortions and motherly instincts vanishing (infant mortality reached 96%), and a violent attitude of males towards females. "The mice began exhibiting a variety of abnormal, often destructive, behaviours including refusal to engage in courtship and females abandoning their youth. Though physically able to reproduce, the mice had lost the social skills required to mate". The colony went extinct after day 600.

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View: https://youtu.be/NgGLFozNM2o?feature=shared



But I think Adam Smith based, Neofascist, Abrahamic Cybercommunism might solve it. Society always gets ahead of Malthusian and apocalyptical predictions, we will find a solution. In fact, the Chinese found an amazing solution to overpopulation, the one child policy. It had its side effects, everything has side effects, but it was a successful policy overall. India needs one child policy. And the Chinese also have the solution to A.I. taking over jobs: the Great Firewall and Cybercommunism... What is it? Basically, the main problem of communism is that central planning is very flawed and requires virtually impossible capabilities of economic computation. It's impossible/very difficult that a central authority has Godlike knowledge of what happens in an economy at every level, and how productive relations emerge, so it leads to very awful planning mistakes, such as the Great Leap Forward, or cases such as in the Soviet Union where they had a large bunch of fishing ships but not enough hooks, things like that. With modern technology, Industry 4.0 and IoT, the possibility of cybercommunist cybernetic planning appears again. Market Socialism (China's current system) also solves the problem of calculation. Cybernetics is the study of feedback loops in complex systems. The Soviets tried to automate their economy but failed, they didn't have enough technology at the time and bureaucrats didn't push for the project. The internet is a new phenomenon from the 1990's and 2000's. Soviet Union was dismantled in 1991. And again I don't consider myself woke or revolutionary, I'm more of a conservative leftist if you ask me, just interested in these topics.

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And China has good leadership.


View: https://youtu.be/RdIHt0i_Pbw?feature=shared

I'm not American, I'm South American, but I have nothing against America after a long time thinking. America is here to stay, just like Israel or North Korea. Every country with nuclear weapons is here to stay. I think the best case scenario would be one in which the U.S. becomes cybercommunist, there's even a movement called MAGA communism but I'm not gonna get into that. The Chinese mentality is win-win cooperation, we are all potential friends and partners. The Chinese are the ultimate underdog sigmas: ugly face + micropenis and still they are DOMINATING the world. They even reversed abortion to affect females mostly. This chart is of GDP PPP 2025 according to the IMF, but they are #1 since 2014 I think. And this doesn't mean China is gonna rise and America is gonna fall, I just think America needs readjustment and reorganization, it's impossible that the (now) second richest country on Earth can't provide its citizens a good livelihood, it's just a matter of readjustment. That's why I supported Trump, the guy has good ideas/is on the right track, meanwhile Biden and Hillary Clinton were behind that pedophile ring from hell.

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And I forgot to add. According to Jeffrey Sachs, a very important American economist, COVID19 came out of a U.S. lab of biotechnology. This is not AI, this is from 2022 and professor Sachs has been talking about China and the new cold war for a long while. However as I said, America is here to stay, and as Fidel Castro said, American people are not the problem, but the American government. I also like Jordan Peterson in that he's trying to motivate western youth, like yeah, masculinity isn't the problem, men aren't the problem, humans aren't the problem, what we need is to become strong men and expand our communities. The world is brutal, but it has always been brutal, and maybe it isn't so bad, we have the tools to overcome our difficulties.


View: https://www.facebook.com/frontlinestoriesfromreporters/videos/jeffrey-sachs-covid-im-pretty-convinced-it-came-out-of-us-lab-biotechnology/384292533682217/


So while we collectively achieve some kind of cybercommunist Brave New World utopia, my plan is to become some kind of mysterious, well integrated, sigma male with batman syndrome before I turn 30, I will achieve this through semen retention, gym and other hobbies. I don't care too much about getting girls at this point, or being "better" than other men. I just want to stop being a fucking loser in my own eyes, because it's too brutal... I have seen this archetype of sigma male across various economic sectors of society, money is a secondary factor when it comes to this personality/archetype and the alchemical transmutation I'm trying to achieve.


View: https://youtu.be/suhdHill1Wc?feature=shared



View: https://youtu.be/VivYFcehAzE?feature=shared



View: https://youtu.be/AbbJqXNpifg?feature=shared
 
Didnt read but maybe you should delete all that porn before going volcel, youre just going down the hentai coomer path.
 
sorry, it's basically about my struggle with porn addiction, then nihilist philosophies such as Efilism (life spelled backwards), then Chinese cybercommunism and the true origin of Covid19, then semen retention, and the last 3 videos are about real life MGTOW volcels (like Jesus)
 
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sorry, it's basically about my struggle with porn addiction, then nihilist philosophies such as Efilism (life spelled backwards), then Chinese cybercommunism and the true origin of Covid19, then semen retention, and the last 3 videos are about real life MGTOW volcels (like Jesus)
you don't need to post it all in one thread kek, we'll get to know you better if you become active on here
 
have you considered becoming a priest? volcel and christian, seems fitting
 
Was good until the communism bit. Communist Jews killed tens of millions of whites by starvation on purpose. I don't want to live under communism ever.
 
Your post is too long for me to read, since I am also an advanced porn user, and I have hypofrontality as a result of this. You just complained, but it is your duty to overcome the social/genetic determinisms that have confined your life.
 
Your post is too long for me to read, since I am also an advanced porn user, and I have hypofrontality as a result of this. You just complained, but it is your duty to overcome the social/genetic determinisms that have confined your life.
sorry for the long post...

thanks for sharing that... I'm sure I also have that shit... gonna get a brain scan soon for another reason, but I guess we will see...

another reason to leave porn asap
 
Yeah your porn is fucking terrible bro just quit
 
Was good until the communism bit. Communist Jews killed tens of millions of whites by starvation on purpose. I don't want to live under communism ever.
yeah communism is terrible, i talk about the Great Leap Forward... however modern tech changes things, and the modern cold war is Globalists vs Russia/China... However those are just my personal takes on the topic and I think nobody should immerse himself in these ideologies without a second thought
 
Russia/China
Russia and China are not really better, they still suck. Russia has higher tranny rates then USA and even if geopolitically correct, the war is killing people which is retarded. The only real alternative to the hell that wants to consume earth would be white nationalism
 
I'm in china rn (vacation) trust Mr it's even more brutal here most foids chase money over looks though so moneymaxxing works well here however if your poor it's over for you cus fpids don't even look your way way worse here then in US
 

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