GrokGhoul
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Its just not enough anymore. I've been at it since middle school and I've seen everything that I can within my moral boundaries. I either push myself into things I don't want to get addicted to or just give up. Its just not enough. Why can't I have a bitch to take my frustration out on? Its not as if I'd throw her away like a sock afterwards, I'd still love her and want to be with her. I feel as if I have so much to give to a female but because I'm 5'6 and barely Sub 5 they don't even give me a chance, so I'm stuck with virtual fantasy fucking that is closer to cucking than actual intimacy. Put on top of that the fact I'm Black and most sheboons don't even give me the time of day because I'm not Tyrone. At this point I think I'll just have to kill all of my emotions and go completely numb just to go on. What makes it even worse is the fact that some dumbass "based" normie would say that I should wait until I'm in my 30s for some foid to settle down and betabuxx my life away. Why can't I have the young love I was promised and observed when I was younger on TV? Or in Public? This life is brutal.





