I used to watch a lot of porn, then over time less and less.
I recently started going to the gym. Not just because I wanna fuck real bad and want to make myself fuckable, but because I have so much rage within me, I have to channel it somewhere.
Going to the gym has made me really really fucking horny. Like, I really want to have sex. I don’t wanna masturbate to images of some bitch getting fucked by a nigger, I want to be the one fucking.
Do you have any idea how cucked I feel when I watch porn nowadays? It’s weird because it wasn’t always like this, I used to enjoy porn. But now I can only enjoy 3D SFM or solo porn.
I feel belittled, disrespected and deprecated as a man when I watch porn because I essentially turn into nothing but a loser pleasuring himself by watching others engage in what I long for. That being sex.
Like I am genuinely sexually frustrated, I don’t want to watch porn and masturbate. I want real intimacy, connection, physical and emotional intimacy.
Call me whatever you want, I don’t care. I am a human, and I long for a sense of belonging, I long for intimacy and understanding. Porn doesn’t provide that, porn is just bodily pleasure, a result of the disease called lust.
Does that make me a monster? Longing for sex? Does that make a creep? Yearning for intimacy?
How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does.
It is not fucking fair. It’s a basic human necessity, sex to a man is proof that he has been successful as a man. We as a society tend to forget that deep down, at a fundamental level we are still animals. One of our biggest purposes is to reproduce, when we as men have sex, we feel accomplished because it means we have been chosen and validated by a mating partner to have sex with. We succeeded and fulfilled in our primal instinct to reproduce.
But when this is negated to me at least, I feel fucking frustrated. I need to, NEED to have sex. But I can’t and it’s not fair is it really too much to ask for? To go through all these fucking social engineering hoops and tasks just to engage in sexual intimacy? Fuck man, I fucking hate watching porn and seeing another fucking cocksucker fuck the woman I want to be with. Seeing her moan and scream as she is penetrated by another man. Porn is a cuck activity, unless it’s anime porn or solo porn.
Fuck yall niggas.
I recently started going to the gym. Not just because I wanna fuck real bad and want to make myself fuckable, but because I have so much rage within me, I have to channel it somewhere.
Going to the gym has made me really really fucking horny. Like, I really want to have sex. I don’t wanna masturbate to images of some bitch getting fucked by a nigger, I want to be the one fucking.
Do you have any idea how cucked I feel when I watch porn nowadays? It’s weird because it wasn’t always like this, I used to enjoy porn. But now I can only enjoy 3D SFM or solo porn.
I feel belittled, disrespected and deprecated as a man when I watch porn because I essentially turn into nothing but a loser pleasuring himself by watching others engage in what I long for. That being sex.
Like I am genuinely sexually frustrated, I don’t want to watch porn and masturbate. I want real intimacy, connection, physical and emotional intimacy.
Call me whatever you want, I don’t care. I am a human, and I long for a sense of belonging, I long for intimacy and understanding. Porn doesn’t provide that, porn is just bodily pleasure, a result of the disease called lust.
Does that make me a monster? Longing for sex? Does that make a creep? Yearning for intimacy?
How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does.
It is not fucking fair. It’s a basic human necessity, sex to a man is proof that he has been successful as a man. We as a society tend to forget that deep down, at a fundamental level we are still animals. One of our biggest purposes is to reproduce, when we as men have sex, we feel accomplished because it means we have been chosen and validated by a mating partner to have sex with. We succeeded and fulfilled in our primal instinct to reproduce.
But when this is negated to me at least, I feel fucking frustrated. I need to, NEED to have sex. But I can’t and it’s not fair is it really too much to ask for? To go through all these fucking social engineering hoops and tasks just to engage in sexual intimacy? Fuck man, I fucking hate watching porn and seeing another fucking cocksucker fuck the woman I want to be with. Seeing her moan and scream as she is penetrated by another man. Porn is a cuck activity, unless it’s anime porn or solo porn.
Fuck yall niggas.
