so today i went to my physical therapist (like i said before, dealing with an injury in my shoulder.)
i catched an oneitis for her pretty fast, due to her being nice and having to touch me alot. also she is really my type (the cute one.)
obviously she doesnt gives a fuk about me, and couple of times even lol'ed at me acting like a retard, and she also didnt really did a good job with me (like i said before, dont let foids work in the health fields ffs), but all that wont stop the horrible thing called oneitis.
for the last 3 months i waited every week for our session. like a drug addict to his cocaine. stalked her on social media, and not just a random look at her profile. no. i looked at everything she uploaded, her bf and family, and even looked at her posts in some groups i knew she's in. tried adding her from 3 alts, but she declined. one my alts got blocked from fb cuz of that.
anyway yesterday she striked me with 2 brutal things.
1. the next time i will see her is only in 3-4 weeks, due to her going to vacation. due to me stalking her on social media i know she's supposed to get married soon so i guess this is it. the bitch is getting married. + i wont see her for a very long time. i wont get my drug.
2. we are almost over. even tho im not happy with the results, theres very little we can do now. i think we have only 1-2 sessions left before i wont ever see her again.
this made me very very depressed.
spent all day miserable. almost cried. she is everything i want in a foid - nice, cute, smilling, not acting like a whore (i know she is a whore deep down, but at least she doesnt show it.) this is my dream foid. a foid i could fell in love with, travel together, eat together - and when we get home she will turn into a whore that will fuck me like a pornstar.
currently im thinking about buying her a thank you gift that i will give her in our final session, hoping ill get a hug.
im very ashamed in my beta cuck behaviour but i cant control it. she is the only foid i talked to and that touched me so much. im addicted.
a hug from her will feel amazing, but will also make the recovery from the oneitis much longer after i wont see her again.
please convince me not to be a cuck and buy her something. im sure ill hate myself if ill spend money for a foid that doesnt really care about me and is married to a chad that fucks her all night.
i catched an oneitis for her pretty fast, due to her being nice and having to touch me alot. also she is really my type (the cute one.)
obviously she doesnt gives a fuk about me, and couple of times even lol'ed at me acting like a retard, and she also didnt really did a good job with me (like i said before, dont let foids work in the health fields ffs), but all that wont stop the horrible thing called oneitis.
for the last 3 months i waited every week for our session. like a drug addict to his cocaine. stalked her on social media, and not just a random look at her profile. no. i looked at everything she uploaded, her bf and family, and even looked at her posts in some groups i knew she's in. tried adding her from 3 alts, but she declined. one my alts got blocked from fb cuz of that.
anyway yesterday she striked me with 2 brutal things.
1. the next time i will see her is only in 3-4 weeks, due to her going to vacation. due to me stalking her on social media i know she's supposed to get married soon so i guess this is it. the bitch is getting married. + i wont see her for a very long time. i wont get my drug.
2. we are almost over. even tho im not happy with the results, theres very little we can do now. i think we have only 1-2 sessions left before i wont ever see her again.
this made me very very depressed.
spent all day miserable. almost cried. she is everything i want in a foid - nice, cute, smilling, not acting like a whore (i know she is a whore deep down, but at least she doesnt show it.) this is my dream foid. a foid i could fell in love with, travel together, eat together - and when we get home she will turn into a whore that will fuck me like a pornstar.
currently im thinking about buying her a thank you gift that i will give her in our final session, hoping ill get a hug.
im very ashamed in my beta cuck behaviour but i cant control it. she is the only foid i talked to and that touched me so much. im addicted.
a hug from her will feel amazing, but will also make the recovery from the oneitis much longer after i wont see her again.
please convince me not to be a cuck and buy her something. im sure ill hate myself if ill spend money for a foid that doesnt really care about me and is married to a chad that fucks her all night.
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