Please help me.. I don't even know what to do anymore.

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Hey guys. Some of you may remember me from r/incels. I am 17 years old, and my most popular thread was when I told you guys about how some assholes at my school made a fake twitter account of me. I created this account right after the termination of the sub, but I have been extremely inactive, mostly due to school work and what I'm about to tell you.

It was in early October when the girl DM'd me on reddit. She heard about r/incels on tumblr, and she saw my thread about how I have no friends at high school, and told me she would be willing to talk to me through snapchat because she was about my age (She saw my flair "17 year old kissless virgin"- She's 16, btw). I didn't have a snapchat, but I created one to see if she was legit. Turns out she was, and she was beautiful. When she sent me a video of herself proving she was legit, I could not fucking believe it. After a few minutes of hesitation, I finally sent her a picture of myself to her, and she told me that she thought I was "attractive", and that since she knew I was 17 for sure now, she wanted to do a facetime call. We did that night, and it was perfect, besides from my awkwardness at first. Since then and until today, she was my best friend. We kept in touch every single day, and did facetime calls multiple times a week. We even gained the trust to send each other presents for Christmas. Did I tell you how perfect she was? I mean like an 8/10, extremely intelligent, really easy and fun to talk to. Basically my dream girl, that I fucking met on r/incels of all places!!! We were even planning on meeting up over the summer.

But then today happened. About an hour ago, we were talking on snapchat, and she asked if I wanted to hear an update from her life. I said yeah, and she sent me pictures of her neck, covered in hickeys. She told me that she started having a "thing" with some guy at her school, and that she was really happy about it. I almost threw up and cried on the spot. I messeged her back saying "cool. I got to go watch a movie with my family, talk to you later". I then blocked her on snapchat, blocked her phone number, and deactivated my Instagram account.

I feel sick right now. I've been crying, and I have never wanted to kill myself so much in my life, ever. Why the fuck would she keep talking to me, when she was interested in other people? Or did she really not fucking think I would care? They are all the same. There is no such thing as a perfect girl, at least not for me. I'm posting here because I seriously have nowhere else to tell at happened. Please help me, in any way you can.

 

[Newbite]

Thats sloots for you. Never trust them.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Thats sloots for you. Never trust them.

Your right. I never will again.

 

[swissincel]

you have to make clear from the get go, that you are only interested in a romantic relationship and nothing else. you failed to do this
she kept on talking to you because she felt good about herself, since she was helping sb that is sad/depressed/lonely whatever
the update from her life was probably just to put you back in the friendzone so you know your place

and btw, you should never disregard blackpill theories just because a girl pays attention to you. I know its very hard though

 

[Deleted member 279]

You acted like a beta orbiter and got what was coming. This is why you never become friends with a female.

 

[Blackpill101]

These hoes ain't loyal. She probably lied to you that you were attractive and took advantage of your validation toward her. She never felt attraction to you at all.

 

[Dry Spell]

Your fault for trusting her in the first place.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

You acted like a beta orbiter and got what was coming. This is why you never become friends with a female.

Of course I was. I'm just in shock she kept me along for so long, which makes it hurt the most.

 

[jagged0]

What'd you expect? You're both kids and don't even live near each other OP she probably thought you wanted to just be friends with your beta/gay behavior, anyways learn from this and make your intentions clear the next time..

 

[catfishman23]

Thats sloots for you. Never trust them.

Cause she felt sorry for you. 
I'll tell you a story what happened to me when I was your age. This girl I liked, I saw her in class so I struck up a conversation. Low and behold she invited me to church, I thought she liked me unbeknownst she only did that cause she was being nice to me. 
You see my friend you did the right thing by cutting her off completely. You don't need someone like that in your life ruining you like that. Obviously she did not care at all, she just wanted your attention.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

What'd you expect? You're both kids and don't even live near each other OP she probably thought you wanted to just be friends with your beta/gay behavior, anyways learn from this and make your intentions clear the next time..

Oh there won't be a next time. I don't think I'll ever recover completely from this.

 

[Deleted member 279]

Of course I was. I'm just in shock she kept me along for so long, which makes it hurt the most.

The thing that makes it worse is that this WHORE knew you were an incel and that you desperately want a gf and STILL decided to put you in orbit and cuck you. This is an exceptionally cruel femshit we're dealing with here. I'm sorry youngcel, I hope it gets raped to death by its new Chad.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Cause she felt sorry for you. 
I'll tell you a story what happened to me when I was your age. This girl I liked, I saw her in class so I struck up a conversation. Low and behold she invited me to church, I thought she liked me unbeknownst she only did that cause she was being nice to me. 
You see my friend you did the right thing by cutting her off completely. You don't need someone like that in your life ruining you like that. Obviously she did not care at all, she just wanted your attention.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I wouldn't be surprised if she uses one of her friend's phones to ask me what the fuck my problem is, but I also wouldn't be surprised if she forgets about me in a few days.

 

[catfishman23]

Oh there won't be a next time. I don't think I'll ever recover completely from this.

Oh and never trust females no matter what, even if they are nice always put up your guard against them. They are only nice for one reason and one reason only.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

The thing that makes it worse is that this WHORE knew you were an incel and that you desperately want a gf and STILL decided to put you in orbit and cuck you. This is an exceptionally cruel femshit we're dealing with here. I'm sorry youngcel, I hope it gets raped to death by its new Chad.

You know what? You are absolutely right. She fucking knew what kind of a sub r/incels was, and the community within it. Fuck her for doing this to someone who she KNEW wanted nothing more than love from a girl. She can go to fucking hell

 

[swissincel]

Oh there won't be a next time. I don't think I'll ever recover completely from this.

Dude you are 17 years old. Unless you are a 5"2 ethnic you still have a bit of hope left. You need to looksmaxx first before giving up.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Oh and never trust females no matter what, even if they are nice always put up your guard against them. They are only nice for one reason and one reason only.

Fuck fake people. After everything, she's still a fucking whore. FUCK!!!

 

[mikepence]

never orbit. it gets you nowhere
I doubt she was ever that serious and was probably fucking with you. don't get intimate like this unless you know can get sex out of it

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Dude you are 17 years old. Unless you are a 5"2 ethnic you still have a bit of hope left. You need to looksmaxx first before giving up.

I've lost over 40 pounds the past 2 years, and still nothing. Nothing from the girls at my school, and ABSOLUTLY nothing from internet cunts. There is no hope.

 

[z2020]

Atleast you had a friend who also happened to female. Don't know why you're complaining (or why you would think it could develop into something romantic) as that's a lot more than what some people have in their life. Try having 0 friends all your life.

You're still very young, chin up.

 

[swissincel]

I've lost over 40 pounds the past 2 years, and still nothing. Nothing from the girls at my school, and ABSOLUTLY nothing from internet cunts. There is no hope.

Losing weight is not looksmaxxing though, being lean is essential
Looksmaxxing is optimizing t and e levels in your body, mewing, surgeries and building muscle.

 

[retarded_dumbshit]

like pottery

E: you probably didn't assert dominance and ended up in her orbiter list.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

never orbit. it gets you nowhere
I doubt she was ever that serious and was probably fucking with you. don't get intimate like this unless you know can get sex out of it

I understand I was being an orbiting little shit. But I seriously could not help it. Since I started public school, no girls have EVER shown interest in me looks wise, or even as a person, which this girl did. All I can do is learn from this.

 

[mikepence]

never orbit. it gets you nowhere
I doubt she was ever that serious and was probably fucking with you. don't get intimate like this unless you know can get sex out of it

I understand I was being an orbiting little shit. But I seriously could not help it. Since I started public school, no girls have EVER shown interest in me looks wise, or even as a person, which this girl did. All I can do is learn from this.

I understand you man. Good luck for the future.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Losing weight is not looksmaxxing though, being lean is essential
Looksmaxxing is optimizing t and e levels in your body, mewing, surgeries and building muscle.

Sounds like a ton of money that I will likely never have.

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Atleast you had a friend who also happened to female. Don't know why you're complaining (or why you would think it could develop into something romantic) as that's a lot more than what some people have in their life. Try having 0 friends all your life.

You're still very young, chin up.

Well now, I have 0 friends. Lol

 

[jamho22]

if she said you were attractive, you should have escalated it.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

if she said you were attractive, you should have escalated it.

You know, you are probably right. It would have saved me a ton of time and sadness assuming she would have called me a creep and blocked me. But I didn't because I actually liked her, and appreciated her too much for even bothering to message me, which turns out she only did for attention anyway.

 

[jamho22]

You know, you are probably right. It would have saved me a ton of time and sadness assuming she would have called me a creep and blocked me. But I didn't because I actually liked her, and appreciated her too much for even bothering to message me, which turns out she only did for attention anyway.

this is the stuff that gets you friendzoned..Girls at your age make a beeline towards men oozing with testosterone. They want to be manhandled and disrespected or treated like they don't matter.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

this is the stuff that gets you friendzoned..Girls at your age make a beeline towards men oozing with testosterone. They want to be manhandled and disrespected or treated like they don't matter.

I cannot even attempt to act like that. I'd look even more like a fucking autist if I tried.

 

[non_factor]

Obligatory https://incels.is/Thread-The-truth-about-nice-girls-by-u-StAliaHarkonnen?highlight=nice+girls

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Obligatory https://incels.is/Thread-The-truth-about-nice-girls-by-u-StAliaHarkonnen?highlight=nice+girls

Perfect.

 

[jamho22]

I cannot even attempt to act like that. I'd look even more like a fucking autist if I tried.

because your a smart guy and not some drooling retard like chad..Chase the books, not the pussy. Then get status and own the 9/10 stacies while aging chad spends his paycheck to grease his receding hairline with extra strength rogaine.

 

[noo0o3949]

Sorry my young friend. She was using you for attention/validation until her next Chad came long. It's a lesson every man has to learn at some point in their life.

 

[asdf1234]

Hey, I remember you.

Why the fuck do femoids think telling us that is even approrpiate.

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

Its a learning experience OP.

Most modern day relationships are unstable anyways. Hardly people stay with each other anymore. Eventually, one person is going to get bored, they'd end up cheating on you, or dumping you straight of the blues. The other side maybe be brighter, but its just that most people you'll meet are cunts, and always be careful of whom stabs your back.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

1. Trusting someone involves always a huge risk . You have to remember that.

2. Humanity in general is made out of selfish cunts

3. Make.yourself.clear from the beginnjng. (Maybe she just saw you as a friend or wanted to have a permanent second option)

4. Use some good copes to enjoy yourself and to get some dopamine

This is coming from a 19yo who never even texted a girl

 

[KyloRen]

But then today happened. About an hour ago, we were talking on snapchat, and she asked if I wanted to hear an update from her life. I said yeah, and she sent me pictures of her neck, covered in hickeys. She told me that she started having a "thing" with some guy at her school, and that she was really happy about it. I almost threw up and cried on the spot. I messeged her back saying "cool. I got to go watch a movie with my family, talk to you later". I then blocked her on snapchat, blocked her phone number, and deactivated my Instagram account.

I feel sick right now. I've been crying, and I have never wanted to kill myself so much in my life, ever. Why the fuck would she keep talking to me, when she was interested in other people? Or did she really not fucking think I would care? They are all the same. There is no such thing as a perfect girl, at least not for me. I'm posting here because I seriously have nowhere else to tell at happened. Please help me, in any way you can.

What the fuck is her problem? She's chatting with a guy she knows is an incel. And then she has the nerve to send you pics of hickeys given by her boyfriend?? She has no sense of decorum. Holy shit. Good thing you blocked her.

As for everything else, my dude, you're only 17. I was still bluepilled when I was your age, and it took my a lot of hard hits to finally realize the truth. I think it's very important to know the reality of the situation, and that will better prepare you for your future life. Perhaps you are going to attend college, and if you do, knowing this will certainly avoid you a lot of pain. 

The only help me, or anyone else here, can provide, is our assurances to you that we know what you feel. We know what it feels like to be betrayed by women, to be looked down upon, to be that guy who she loves to talk to and to complain to, but to never love.

 

[Minjaze]

You were her beta cuck man, she just used you as an emotional tampon or simply for validation. That's all an ugly guy is good for in their eyes.

This is why you can't trust females, even if they seem "interested" it's all a ruse.

 

[Reddit_is_for_cucks]

You are dumb! Every girl is a slut. What you need to do is message her and pretend you don’t give a shit and meet up with her during summer and still fuck her. Whatever you do , make sure you fuck her

 

[NekoStance]

I messeged her back saying "cool. I got to go watch a movie with my family, talk to you later". I then blocked her on snapchat, blocked her phone number, and deactivated my Instagram account.

Hahaha what a fucking cuck you are, you deserve to have this shit happen to you

if this story is even true

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Hahaha what a fucking cuck you are, you deserve to have this shit happen to you

if this story is even true

This did happen. Not sure why you don't believe me. Not sure why you are being an asshole, either.

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You are dumb! Every girl is a slut. What you need to do is message her and pretend you don’t give a shit and meet up with her during summer and still fuck her. Whatever you do , make sure you fuck her

Not a chance that happens.

 

[NekoStance]

Hahaha what a fucking cuck you are, you deserve to have this shit happen to you
if this story is even true

This did happen. Not sure why you don't believe me. Not sure why you are being an asshole, either.

Hah I'm being an asshole coz you replied like a complete faggot

at least dog her out before you block her

maybe killing yourself not such a bad idea

 

[Afrocel]

The problem is that you didn't tell her you had a crush. She probably expected you to take the first step.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

The problem is that you didn't tell her you had a crush. She probably expected you to take the first step.

I can't do that. Not even on the internet.

 

[Afrocel]

I can't do that. Not even on the internet.

And that's why she went with some other guy. She probably assumed you weren't interested.

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Hah I'm being an asshole coz you replied like a complete faggot

at least dog her out before you block her

maybe killing yourself not such a bad idea

Dude I was caught so off guard from what she sent me, that I did it in a fit of rage. And as for me killing myself, luckily the  majority of responses on this thread have calmed me down.

 

[NekoStance]

Hah I'm being an asshole coz you replied like a complete faggot
at least dog her out before you block her
maybe killing yourself not such a bad idea

Dude I was caught so off guard from what she sent me, that I did it in a fit of rage. And as for me killing myself, luckily the majority of responses on this thread have calmed me down.

Well you still got time

get back to her and hit her off with a piece of your mind

but your initial reaction showed that you were a massive faggot unfortunately, it's ok though your still young

cya

 

[JdawgYUNGmoney]

Well you still got time

get back to her and hit her off with a piece of your mind

but your initial reaction showed that you were a massive faggot unfortunately, it's ok though your still young

cya

If she finds a way to contact me, like using a friends number to message me which I talked about earlier, I'll fucking tear her apart. Hell I'll even post the texts if that happens, which it most likely won't.

 

[soulcell]

That's how it is. I surmise the same thing was happening to me with a female as well. And guess what, she was quiet and intelligent like me in an introverted way Possibly, was fucking a few Tyrones, because of her refusal to even date me, yet I was the only guy who took the time to understood her.

 

[spergcel]

While my situation wasn't nearly as bad as yours, I made some similar mistakes in the past. Never trust a femoid. The only reason why a femoid would want an incel friend is for beta orbiting. They manage their orbiters like cattle. Don't expect morality from them.