Idk if it's because I am more sensible than I think, but not too long ago I got hit by depression so decided to listen to some music on yt while ldar and some random piano tracks started pouring into my reccs, they fucking hit hard, some tracks were even from anime I've watched years ago, they made me shed a few tears.
If at the time I've had the resources to end myself like a gun I would have done it without hesitating even for a second, that's how I felt, no fear of death, just meaningless.
Avoid them at all costs tbh, it's not a feeling i want to get ever again
If at the time I've had the resources to end myself like a gun I would have done it without hesitating even for a second, that's how I felt, no fear of death, just meaningless.
Avoid them at all costs tbh, it's not a feeling i want to get ever again
