Sorry you had to go through that. Single mothers and/or abusive cluster B parents (by your description of your mother it's very likely that she's a narcissist or some other cluster B) usually turn their kids into whores when they're foids and men who have lots of difficulty getting foids when they're men. This is similar to what a feminist upbringing does, it creates whores who'll get ravaged by non-feminist Chads, whereas for men, it creates weak simps that will have trouble getting foids.
Indeed I was raised by a narcisist mother that has a cuck mangina husband. So they turned me inebitably in some sort of retarded autistic repressed guy. As i had brutal experiences with the blackpill since puberty but I have had to repress myself to survive untill today, my mind has gonne out of control.
When Im in my sleep and sometimes during the day as i'm touch starved im looking for a carefull waifu teen as this is my intimate autistic childish myself still looking for the love that not even my parents gave me.
At other times when I remember facts thru my whole life is been 23 years of whores being whores and no exception breaking the rule. For real.
So like I said, i've been all this years like living in that split personality with foids.
Has created so much damage in my head I've become completelly disfunctional with them. I cannot even live in a building were there are femoids, thats the level of reactions that they activate in my head.
For sure my family were the ones who created this Peter Pan in me that has been uncapable yet to admit the truth about women true nature even I've been seeing with my own eyes from the beggining.
Is like im really autistic, but for real, in order tu survive I have to go every day thru this intimate imaginary scenerios with foids, trying to calm my touch starvation and afection, while at the same time some hour later remembering real experinces and facts and hating them to death. But for real, to death.
My brain does not work normally. I dont say I am a mentalcel for nothing.
It's very common that incels are raised by single mothers and/or have such mothers
I was raised by a narcisist feminist gastlighting mother. >>>The best combo posible<<<