How someone looks and comes across is mostly their personality. Framecels for example are generally shy and introverted people who don't have functioning brains (i.e. me). I always hated how I looked, because it's a perfect representation of the loser I am. I'm old now, and my mental illness is worse. I blew all of my chances in life. From relationships to opportunities making money, I didn't take advantage of anything to minimize how much of a worthless scumbag I've become today.
It took me a long time to accept that I was a loser. For so long, I looked in the mirror and said, 'you will succeed despite looking like a bitch. You are a winner with a few bad qualities that can be worked on'. Wow!
In the back of my mind, I always knew I was damaged goods. My biggest problem was thinking I was better than most people. Had I set my sights low, I'd be escortceling and having a drink at a local bar with other slobs after my job as a plumber or something. And I'd be happier.
It took me a long time to accept that I was a loser. For so long, I looked in the mirror and said, 'you will succeed despite looking like a bitch. You are a winner with a few bad qualities that can be worked on'. Wow!
In the back of my mind, I always knew I was damaged goods. My biggest problem was thinking I was better than most people. Had I set my sights low, I'd be escortceling and having a drink at a local bar with other slobs after my job as a plumber or something. And I'd be happier.
