It’s pretty simple it doesn’t matter what you do unless you have the looks otherwise people will still treat you like garbage unless your some big success even then. Makes me wonder will I ever bother going back to doing something or bother getting a part time job… might as well just stay a neet hermit away from people’s ridicule whereas if I worked it would be hard to get back my neetbux and I’d be stuck. Sometimes it’s just like fuck it why bother doing anything in damned if I do and damned if I don’t kind of scenario.
It’s sad but it’s true and anyone who is nice or even would befriend us are some losers with no potential while the good looking normies get everything easily… friends relationships jobs accommodation overall happiness. In my case maybe losing weight but why bother when food is the only thing that comforts me and I don’t like to be around gyms where I’d feel uncomfortable and maybe get people secretly judging me.
People only want you when you are wanted like something expensive with SMV when you’re alone and could truly use the company your lucky if even people you know neighbours, bar managers/owners (when I used to drink and hang out at local bars which I don’t now been 2 months sober and even got barred and not even a hello when they see me passing and they happen to be outside) etc even bother saying hello on the street and just pretend they don’t know you.
I’ve just accepted I’m not normal and will never be perceived by others as normal and shunned within society and the only one I can talk to and cares about me in my grandmother. Life is fucking sad for incels like us… even when someone is being nice we know there’s usually and ulterior motive… like my neighbour in the house next door only messaging asking how am I because I complain about noise and they were planning to throw a big party which I objected to and they invited me which I also rejected as it would be embarrassing as hell being there with lots of attractive people and only being invited so I don’t report noise nuisance… eventually he agreed to book a hotel room for me that night when I suggested it as a compromise and he did, which proved my theory people are only nice to me because they want something or they are neighbours living within the same house or property next door so have no choice but to be civil. Life is fucked. The older I got the more I lost my innocence and realised just how evil the world is and how cruel people are when you have nothing to offer.
It’s sad but it’s true and anyone who is nice or even would befriend us are some losers with no potential while the good looking normies get everything easily… friends relationships jobs accommodation overall happiness. In my case maybe losing weight but why bother when food is the only thing that comforts me and I don’t like to be around gyms where I’d feel uncomfortable and maybe get people secretly judging me.
People only want you when you are wanted like something expensive with SMV when you’re alone and could truly use the company your lucky if even people you know neighbours, bar managers/owners (when I used to drink and hang out at local bars which I don’t now been 2 months sober and even got barred and not even a hello when they see me passing and they happen to be outside) etc even bother saying hello on the street and just pretend they don’t know you.
I’ve just accepted I’m not normal and will never be perceived by others as normal and shunned within society and the only one I can talk to and cares about me in my grandmother. Life is fucking sad for incels like us… even when someone is being nice we know there’s usually and ulterior motive… like my neighbour in the house next door only messaging asking how am I because I complain about noise and they were planning to throw a big party which I objected to and they invited me which I also rejected as it would be embarrassing as hell being there with lots of attractive people and only being invited so I don’t report noise nuisance… eventually he agreed to book a hotel room for me that night when I suggested it as a compromise and he did, which proved my theory people are only nice to me because they want something or they are neighbours living within the same house or property next door so have no choice but to be civil. Life is fucked. The older I got the more I lost my innocence and realised just how evil the world is and how cruel people are when you have nothing to offer.
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