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Cops don't like me. So I don't like cops.
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I cope by laughing. I laugh at whatever. I like to see that people are enjoying some sort of time with me by laughing at an intended joke that I made, but not at me, tho I am sure they are but I just don’t know it because I’m too naive. I’m often asked, “why do you smile/laugh so much?”. This question makes me very sad, but I try not to show it. It makes me realize that people can see right through me, and probably notice that deep down inside I am sad and giving up on everything, and my laugh/smile is fake.. I either keep a poker face or I laugh to seem sane, to some degree. Sad shit man. Anybody feel this way?