I didn't learn and tried passport bro thing. I thought I had found a rare girl who actually found me physically attractive and also my status as westerner would help as well.
What started out as good then became unnerving as it felt like she was playing mental games with me to try and test me or gain power over me in context of a relationship. I ignored it as me being paranoid and culture gap but now she has ghosted me with no warning.
The loss of chance this specific relationship doesn't even faze me at this point, I am numb. But the deception and how sincere she seemed to suddenly switch up is really scary. I thought maybe I had learned to read people and women better but obviously I haven't, I am like a blind person trying to box a normal person how can I ever win?
I am so off putting that even a third worlder would rather spend rest of life toiling away then have to talk to me.
What started out as good then became unnerving as it felt like she was playing mental games with me to try and test me or gain power over me in context of a relationship. I ignored it as me being paranoid and culture gap but now she has ghosted me with no warning.
The loss of chance this specific relationship doesn't even faze me at this point, I am numb. But the deception and how sincere she seemed to suddenly switch up is really scary. I thought maybe I had learned to read people and women better but obviously I haven't, I am like a blind person trying to box a normal person how can I ever win?
I am so off putting that even a third worlder would rather spend rest of life toiling away then have to talk to me.
