My brain and body have degraded to the point where I find my body in pain and suffering to be more satisfying and comfortable. Than to be enjoying life or eating nice foods etc.
There is something about experiencing agony and suffering which you can't replicate with anything else. The severity of my brain damage is reaching extremes I could've never imagined.
I sometimes think that even if wered to be offered the ability to reincarnate as a billionaire Chad, I'd refuse. For pain and suffering suits a being like me.
Not sure how I've become this way. Late stage inceldom, a failed career, failed life. Decades of suffering and disappointment have made me too damaged to ever be normal. Now pain, despair and disappointment are my new normals.
There is something about experiencing agony and suffering which you can't replicate with anything else. The severity of my brain damage is reaching extremes I could've never imagined.
I sometimes think that even if wered to be offered the ability to reincarnate as a billionaire Chad, I'd refuse. For pain and suffering suits a being like me.
Not sure how I've become this way. Late stage inceldom, a failed career, failed life. Decades of suffering and disappointment have made me too damaged to ever be normal. Now pain, despair and disappointment are my new normals.
