Overcome with a very strange feeling as I stepped out into garden: a mix of longing, sadness, because of the air (14 degrees C, 5PM, clear sky, no sun

[The Wolf]

It rained pretty much the whole last week - rain and snow are my favorite weather.

The rain stopped this afternoon, and the sun came out a bit but it didn't shine on me considering the angle of the sun and that it shines from behind in the evening. About 14 degrees C (57 degrees F), neither warm nor cold for me as a Central European. it wasn't very warm as I stepped outside. yes skies were clear but there was no sun because of its angle.

very light slightly cold breeze was blowing. 14 degrees C/57 F. It wasn't warm by any means but also not that cold. Until about noon the weather was very rainy. But as I stepped out at 5PM, clear skies, no sun slight breeze.... I felt extremely strange, almost dizzy, and sad too

I do not know why but I suddenly felt very sad. I'm often sad about it inside, in hot or cold weather... so what was different today? Saturday evening, I'm 28, never went out with a girl. So why did it wash over me, I only opened the garden door to check the temperature outside. I stepped outside and the fresh air somehow made me very sad. I also feel sad in summer or winter, when it's hot or cold respectively, but today it washed over me like a wave.

This type of temperature is very strange to me. I like anything under 10 degrees Celsius and rainy/snowy best and dislike anything over 20 degrees Celsius.

It doesn't make sense, but just stepping outside today to breathe some fresh air -- the temperature and the air itself -- gave me a very strange, uneasy, hopeless, sad, apprehensive feeling. And the missing of something I never even had.

 

[Grodd]

I feel slightly better when it rains, i wish it rained more.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

The rain is the trucels best friend.

 

[nico]

it happens.
I used to go on long bike rides whenever weather was nice, now it's a hassle to even get out without any necessity.

The good things in life can only be romanticised for so long, after a while that fades away and the real shit hits you.

Probably not relevant but it's better to make things happen instead of depending on things to happen, maybe grow some flowers or veggies or fruits so you can actually feel better when weather is nice and there's something of yours that's smiling back at you being fresh.

 

[SupremeSaint]

I feel slightly better when it rains, i wish it rained more.

I love the rain

 

[The Wolf]

I feel slightly better when it rains, i wish it rained more.

The rain is the trucels best friend.

yes I agree, I love when it snows or rains, but why did I suddenly feel so weird and strange - 57 degrees F, 5PM, clear skies but no sun (due to angle), a slightly cold breeze blowing)... it was weird weather but I suddenly felt very sad

 

[ManOfVengeance]

yes I agree, I love when it snows or rains, but why did I suddenly feel so weird and strange - 57 degrees F, 5PM, clear skies but no sun (due to angle), a slightly cold breeze blowing)... it was weird weather but I suddenly felt very sad

it has a very melancholic indeed but in my opinion it has a nice scenery.
Not as much normies are out aswell.

 

[The Wolf]

it happens.
I used to go on long bike rides whenever weather was nice, now it's a hassle to even get out without any necessity.

The good things in life can only be romanticised for so long, after a while that fades away and the real shit hits you.

Probably not relevant but it's better to make things happen instead of depending on things to happen, maybe grow some flowers or veggies or fruits so you can actually feel better when weather is nice and there's something of yours that's smiling back at you being fresh.

good points... thanks!

it wasn't very warm as I stepped outside. yes skies were clear but there was no sun because of its angle. very light slightly cold breeze was blowing. 14 degrees C/57 F. It wasn't warm by any means but also not that cold. Until about noon the weather was very rainy. But as I stepped out at 5PM, clear skies, no sun slight breeze.... I felt extremely strange, almost dizzy, and sad too

 

[nico]

good points... thanks!

it wasn't very warm as I stepped outside. yes skies were clear but there was no sun because of its angle. very light slightly cold breeze was blowing. 14 degrees C/57 F. It wasn't warm by any means but also not that cold. Until about noon the weather was very rainy. But as I stepped out at 5PM, clear skies, no sun slight breeze.... I felt extremely strange, almost dizzy, and sad too

it's a nice weather often romanticised with hangouts and dates, so yea I understand why you feel that way.

And sorry for being rude previously, mostly im just baiting if you felt bad.

 

[The Wolf]

it's a nice weather often romanticised with hangouts and dates, so yea I understand why you feel that way.

makes sense...I think that, coupled with the fact that it's the weekend made me feel this way.

it's mostly this kind of weird weather situation like today that makes me feel this way OR very rainy, cold, gloomy weather only occurring in autumn or winter. I am rarely outside but drove past a young couple once and I felt exactly like I did today, except today the air also impacted me.

And sorry for being rude previously, mostly im just baiting if you felt bad.

that's fine dude, I don't even remember haha. my brain is not good

 

[nico]

that's fine dude, I don't even remember haha. my brain is not good

most people online don't remember.

weekend

yea that just sucks.
It's onlt Saturday now and i gotta spend Sunday rotting as well.

 

[The Wolf]

most people online don't remember.

yea that just sucks.
It's onlt Saturday now and i gotta spend Sunday rotting as well.

brutal , same here

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Funny, it's the exact opposite for me. I like this air. It already has that typical autumnal aroma; the summer stench has finally disappeared for this year. I can wear a jacket again and better hide my deformed body.
Tomorrow morning it could be as cold as 5°C. Wonderful.

 

[Mr Black]

yes I agree, I love when it snows or rains, but why did I suddenly feel so weird and strange - 57 degrees F, 5PM, clear skies but no sun (due to angle), a slightly cold breeze blowing)... it was weird weather but I suddenly felt very sad

Did it trigger some core memory or flashback to something that happened at similar weather in the past?

 

[The Wolf]

Funny, it's the exact opposite for me. I like this air. It already has that typical autumnal aroma; the summer stench has finally disappeared for this year. I can wear a jacket again and better hide my deformed body.
Tomorrow morning it could be as cold as 5°C. Wonderful.

oh I didn't mean to imply I like it. I like rainy weather and snowy weather the best, and anything below 10 degrees. sorry for the confusion

alles unter 10 Grad, vor allem wenn es regnet oder schneit, mag ich am besten. Dieses Wetter von Heute und Hitze, mag ich gar nicht.

 

[nico]

brutal , same here

are u neet?

 

[The Wolf]

Funny, it's the exact opposite for me. I like this air. It already has that typical autumnal aroma; the summer stench has finally disappeared for this year. I can wear a jacket again and better hide my deformed body.
Tomorrow morning it could be as cold as 5°C. Wonderful.

*alles unter 10 Grad, vor allem wenn es regnet oder schneit, mag ich am besten. Dieses Wetter von Heute und Hitze/Sommer, mag ich gar nicht. Fühlte mich heute einfach sehr komisch.

 

[The Wolf]

Did it trigger some core memory or flashback to something that happened at similar weather in the past?

this seems like the logical reason, but in fact I just thought "man I'm 28, it's Saturday evening, I've never even been on a date, I've never had teenage love." I do not know why I suddenly felt so strongly about it, but I stepped outside and then I felt this way. No idea why.

 

[The Wolf]

are u neet?

half -- I study fully remote but very soon I need a job, my parents are pressuring me to find one by around November, December at the latest.

 

[Mr Black]

this seems like the logical reason, but in fact I just thought "man I'm 28, it's Saturday evening, I've never even been on a date, I've never had teenage love." I do not know why I suddenly felt so strongly about it, but I stepped outside and then I felt this way. No idea why.

It do be like that sometimes. I mean that feeling/thought has to come out eventually anyway.

 

[nico]

half -- I study fully remote but very soon I need a job, my parents are pressuring me to find one by around November, December at the latest.

goodluck with that.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

oh I didn't mean to imply I like it. I like rainy weather and snowy weather the best, and anything below 10 degrees. sorry for the confusion

alles unter 10 Grad, vor allem wenn es regnet oder schneit, mag ich am besten. Dieses Wetter von Heute und Hitze, mag ich gar nicht.

Das habe ich auch durchaus so verstanden.
Mir jedenfalls gefällt das leicht kühle Wetter nach der Sommerwärme/-hitze. Es ist die Zeit der Umstellung, des Wandels zum Winter. Vom Sommer direkt in den Wintermodus zu gehen wäre auch brutal.
Wobei Winter hier im Rheinland im Grunde genommen bloß "verlängerter Spätherbst" bedeutet. Mit ein paar leichten Kälteeinbrüchen, Schnee gibt es (leider) selten.
Dass bei Dir bereits um 17 Uhr die Sonne trotz klarem Himmel nicht mehr zu sehen ist, ist krass. Du bist wohl von Bergen umgeben.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

*alles unter 10 Grad, vor allem wenn es regnet oder schneit, mag ich am besten. Dieses Wetter von Heute und Hitze/Sommer, mag ich gar nicht. Fühlte mich heute einfach sehr komisch.

Ein Mangel an Sonnenlicht kann ebenfalls depressiv machen, vielleicht liegt es (auch) daran. Bei Dir war es unter der Woche ja recht trübe und regnerisch.

 

[Emba]

I love the rain

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lA94rVgztoQ

 

[Soystein]

stepping outside today to breathe some fresh air -- the temperature and the air itself -- gave me a very strange, uneasy, hopeless, sad, apprehensive feeling. And the missing of something I never even had.

Brutal existentialpill.

 

[The Wolf]

Das habe ich auch durchaus so verstanden.
Mir jedenfalls gefällt das leicht kühle Wetter nach der Sommerwärme/-hitze. Es ist die Zeit der Umstellung, des Wandels zum Winter. Vom Sommer direkt in den Wintermodus zu gehen wäre auch brutal.

Das stimmt.

Wobei Winter hier im Rheinland im Grunde genommen bloß "verlängerter Spätherbst" bedeutet. Mit ein paar leichten Kälteeinbrüchen, Schnee gibt es (leider) selten.

Hier, wo ich lebe, gibt es viel seltener und weniger Schnee als in den Bergen.

Dass bei Dir bereits um 17 Uhr die Sonne trotz klarem Himmel nicht mehr zu sehen ist, ist krass. Du bist wohl von Bergen umgeben.

Nein, die Berge sind etwa eine Stunde entfernt, die sieht man nicht mal. Ich lebe im Flachland, unser Haus ist ziemlich hoch gebaut (mehrstöckig), und die Gartentür sowie die Vorderseite des Hauses und Gartens sind nach Osten ausgerichtet. Um die Sonne zu sehen, müsste ich einmal ums Haus herumgehen in den hinteren Gartenteil. Das ist aber nur im Herbst und Winter so.

Ein Mangel an Sonnenlicht kann ebenfalls depressiv machen, vielleicht liegt es (auch) daran. Bei Dir war es unter der Woche ja recht trübe und regnerisch.

Kann sein.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Nicht ganz. Die Berge sind etwa eine Stunde entfernt. Ich lebe im Flachland, unser Haus ist ziemlich hoch gebaut (mehrstöckig), und die Gartentür sowie die Vorderseite des Hauses und Gartens sind nach Osten ausgerichtet. Um die Sonne zu sehen, müsste ich einmal ums Haus herumgehen in den hinteren Gartenteil.

Also dann ist die Sonne selbstverständlich noch zu sehen! Ich hab das so verstanden, als ob sie bereits unter dem Horizont oder hinter irgendwelchen Bergen verschwunden wäre.
Hier verschwindet sie bloß halbwegs hinter den Häusern, aber einige Strahlen erreichen mich immer noch. Aber ich sitze auch an der Südseite.

Hier, wo ich lebe, gibt es viel seltener und weniger Schnee als in den Bergen.

Aber vermutlich immer noch mehr als in der Kölner Region.