yea your case seems pretty bad too the way i wrote sounds like i turn it into a dick measuring contest my bad bro sry. When it comes to my gyno , i don t really have it anymore the gyno glands got removed it s mostly fat now that i have i just have to lose around 5 - 10 kgs in order for my chest to look pretty " ok " ( it will never look good but looks better since the surgery for sure ) but the problem i struggle to lose the weight because food is one the only copes i have on top of i don t want to lose the bit of strength and muscles i built even if it s not a lot , when i lose weight i automatically lose strength and muscles and it pisses me off too .
I'm a hard gainer in general, whether it's fat or muscle.
It sucks bad.
The only thing I gain from working out is strength but no muscle volume. But I couldn't be bothered woth that anymore.
I have accepted that in this society I will die alone. My ancestors have sealed my fate for me in their short sightedness.
So I don't do anything to appear more attractive to the opposite sex anymore.
I used to do it all, very meticulously. All it did was waste me time and money. Now I have a lot of time and money for myself and I use it however I please.
I may work out for two years straight and then quit for a year. I may eat right for a year and then eat however I want for two years.
I wear whatever is currently clean and dry. I don't care dor fashion, colors or whatever.
So long as it's clean, has no holes and is dry I wear it.
I don't even really care whether it compliments my body or not.
All I care about is whether the shit is comfortable.
Now, of course normies and maybe even some brocels here will say that tthis is self inflicted and I am just lazy and never tried.
Bro, I've been on the grind since fucking 15 and I am 38 now. Given up last year after yet another rejection by a literal midget tier short legged, chubby foid.
Fuck this shit. It's over for me. Even if I should find a foid. It doesn't make any sense to have a new born at my age.
It's too fucking late for all of that.
In an ideal society I'd have been married young and have several kids of my own. I'd also, naturally, learn to be more responsible at an early age.
I'd mature faster.
But no. Instead we have this shit.
Hell, I really don't see a reason to live anymore. The copes don't hit anymore.