I changed my mind on this. The only thing that makes torture usually worse is that it most often than not causes serious permanent damage. Being permanently disabled or disfigured is worse than being incel (although at least people like that get benefits and recognition from society, unlike incels). But without these sequelae, no amount of physical pain felt for some hours, days or weeks at worst can compare to a lifetime of inceldom.
I recently had a disease that is known for causing insane pain. It's true, the pain was so severe I couldn't even sleep. It felt like torture, I'd feel strong spasms every time the pain intensified. I tell you, I'd pick having to live with that for the rest of my life but magically turning into a 10/10 20 yo Chad over my normal healthy life as a 3/10 man. Life as incel is hell, the amount of psychological damage it has caused me and continues to cause is massive. I've been dealing with suicidal ideation for a good two decades now and I'd attribute like 90% of it to inceldom.
Knowing that I'll die without ever having been able to experience the things I wanted the most from life is the worst feeling of all. I have to work and go outside, so I have to see what I'm missing on every single day. I try to walk looking at my feet most of the time to avoid seeing attractive foids but it's tricky because I have to pay attention to the streets where I live.
I recently had a disease that is known for causing insane pain. It's true, the pain was so severe I couldn't even sleep. It felt like torture, I'd feel strong spasms every time the pain intensified. I tell you, I'd pick having to live with that for the rest of my life but magically turning into a 10/10 20 yo Chad over my normal healthy life as a 3/10 man. Life as incel is hell, the amount of psychological damage it has caused me and continues to cause is massive. I've been dealing with suicidal ideation for a good two decades now and I'd attribute like 90% of it to inceldom.
Knowing that I'll die without ever having been able to experience the things I wanted the most from life is the worst feeling of all. I have to work and go outside, so I have to see what I'm missing on every single day. I try to walk looking at my feet most of the time to avoid seeing attractive foids but it's tricky because I have to pay attention to the streets where I live.
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