Out of Rehab. But still depressed since no foid wants me

[nadsat95]

Been sober for like a month now and honestly this shit sucks. I thought being sober would lead me to better social interactions but no still at 0. Gained a bit of weight so I’m at 150-155 rn and thinking about bulking to maybe look like Frank Zane or some classic bodybuilder. But the fact is I still want my own personal foid. Not one to just fuck but like for a relationship. Just normie looking but idk if that’s even possible. I hate everything the only shit that makes me happy is nicotine, protein, gym and playing bass guitar. I start training to become a nurse aide soon and going to try to become a LPN or RN but am scared since it’s a female dominated fear. The only thing that makes me happy is that I can still wagegap mog all the hoes in that field and eventually have a hellcat of my own or some shit like that and than horsepower mog them and all the chads in their shitty Toyota Corolla from 2004. But that won’t be for another few years and I gotta stay cool and clean and not rope in between. Fuck. Anyways I’m done with this rant. Going to go lift and jerk off.

 

[nadsat95]

Is that you in avi

Yes I don’t get why everyone always complains about it. Yea I’m decent looking I’m just a spergcel

 

[Robb97]

Why do you want to mog others with a hellcat jfl. That's kind of childish but whatever helps you cope I guess. All old people, no matter if they had teenage love or not have to cope somehow. Some of them cope with expensive cars.

 

[nadsat95]

Why do you want to mog others with a hellcat jfl. That's kind of childish but whatever helps you cope I guess. All old people, no matter if they had teenage love or not have to cope somehow. Some of them cope with expensive cars.

Cuz I’ll eventually flip it and that’ll be my method of roping

 

[nadsat95]

Yeah you're a mentalcel, I've seen countless women lust over your skinny bum drug addict pheno

Yes but they always ghost n shit.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Alcoholics get more pussy if it makes them low inhib

 

[PLA1092]

Yes I don’t get why everyone always complains about it. Yea I’m decent looking I’m just a spergcel

Literally KYS. Just stop looking like a junkie hobo theory. You don't belong here with us.

 

[Luzifer]

Literally KYS. Just stop looking like a junkie hobo theory. You don't belong here with us.

 

[BadStartingStats]

Yes I don’t get why everyone always complains about it. Yea I’m decent looking I’m just a spergcel

because you mog 99% of this site

jfl if only I had the oppurtunity to look like you instead of a gross looking curry, you have no idea how good you have it in comparison

 

[DarkStar]

Literally KYS. Just stop looking like a junkie hobo theory. You don't belong here with us.

Drugmaxxing & junkiemaxxing got me zero bitches man .

Still one of my favorite copes though .

 

[lumipallo]

Fakecel of the month.

 

[Med Amine]

not reading a single word someone who looks like that wrote, do us a favor and put a litre of gasoline on your whole body and send yourself to hell

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Yeah you're definitely a mentalcel, I've seen countless women lust over your skinny bum white drug addict pheno

 

[depressedblackcel]

Login and you get mogged immediately, why try?

 

[Patches]

Yes I don’t get why everyone always complains about it. Yea I’m decent looking I’m just a spergcel

another GrAY faggot

 

[Magicmirror]

Yes I don’t get why everyone always complains about it. Yea I’m decent looking I’m just a spergcel

how tall

 

[nadsat95]

how tall

About 5’10

 

[nadsat95]

I'm in medicine and fyi nursing is a great career but you will have to deal with women bosses for a long time. Even when you become an RN they'll be nurse managers ordering you around (and god forbid if you have a female doctor boss - more than half of medical school classes are now female). And even if you decide to become a nurse practitioner ("doctor-lite") to practice independently you'll still get looked down upon by real doctors.

Nursing is good for women because women have lesser egos when it comes to their job. I don't know if most guys would be happy doing that - even though the job security and pay is good. (Imagine an angry Karen Nurse Manager screaming at you as an LPN to clean up a patient with post-surg saddle anesthesia's poopy bed.)

Personally, I would never work in a hospital unless you're a doctor. And even then there's a hierarchy among doctors. None of the specialists and surgeons respect internal medicine docs in the hospital, for example.
Edit: And BTW most young surgeons I've met are Chads. So they triple-mog everyone around them in looks, status and money.

Well guess I’ll be lonely and upper middle class

 

[nadsat95]

another GrAY faggot

Actually spergcel gay ass autistic retard

 

[nadsat95]

not reading a single word someone who looks like that wrote, do us a favor and put a litre of gasoline on your whole body and send yourself to hell

Self immolation is a good way to go. Maybe I’ll be an album cover for a Nu Metal band

 

[nadsat95]

Fakecel of the month.

Faggot of the month

 

[nadsat95]

Drugmaxxing & junkiemaxxing got me zero bitches man .

Still one of my favorite copes though .

The ladies said they wanted cobain and I gave them him. Cobainmaxxing doesn’t work

 

[nadsat95]

Sober from what drug?

Coke, weed and was dabbling with opiates. Heroin and Percocet primarily. Also did psychedelics. Essentially a little of everything minus like ketamine, meth and fentanyl.

 

[nadsat95]

Foids actually like junkie hobos as long as you're white and tall, he just needs to stop being a bitch

Nah them bitches were scared of me. I’m surprised I didn’t get an SH or SA charge from just being in public.

 

[nadsat95]

Literally KYS. Just stop looking like a junkie hobo theory. You don't belong here with us.

Tf you think I’m trying fucking gay autistic retard

 

[nadsat95]

Alcoholics get more pussy if it makes them low inhib

Fuck alcohol fr. I hate mfs that drink

 

[PLA1092]

Tf you think I’m trying fucking gay autistic retard

Okay, fakecel.

 

[nadsat95]

Still in the bottom 80 tho so yeah kind of over. I really don’t want to be 35-40 and get my first GF like fuck that bro rather be here plus I’m a mentalcel and women hate mental retarded people

 

[nadsat95]

Are you still in WD?

Nah been like a month but a little bit of cloudy days and can’t sleep too well and when I do my dreams are insane

 

[nadsat95]

Did they tell you if your brain could fully recover? I was prescribed gabapentin and got addicted to it and its been about a year since I quit and I feel like the withdrawls just ended

Sorta. In rehab they went over some slideshow and showed how drugs affect the neurons in certain parts of the brain and essentially they’ll somewhat recover but never be the same. Like serotonin receptors and shit won’t go back to original function but can go back to decently normal. But I’m pretty sure I fucked my body from coke and my nerves be fucked too. But I’ll have to see in the future honestly too soon to just assume nihilistic shit like I’ll be a veggie by the time I’m 30 or some shit like that. Also that’s crazy about the pentin, ima need to read more into that drug I’ve personally never heard of that one. Only pharmaceutical I fucked with was percs and vyvanse.

 

[The Enforcer]

I thought being sober would lead me to better social interactions but no still at 0.

I had the same idea several times in the past. Got clean a few times for that reason. But alas, nothing changes for a reject. Normies will still tell you "muh ur alone cuz muh durgs"... Which is a bullshit excuse. They don't understand cause and effect. More to the point, most drug addicts i've met slay, and have a good network so their argument that taking drugs prevents one from being desired is a load of horse cock.

What normies don't get. People don't dislike rejects because we take drugs... We take drugs because people dislike rejects.

 

[Lonelyus]

Been sober for like a month now and honestly this shit sucks. I thought being sober would lead me to better social interactions but no still at 0. Gained a bit of weight so I’m at 150-155 rn and thinking about bulking to maybe look like Frank Zane or some classic bodybuilder. But the fact is I still want my own personal foid. Not one to just fuck but like for a relationship. Just normie looking but idk if that’s even possible. I hate everything the only shit that makes me happy is nicotine, protein, gym and playing bass guitar. I start training to become a nurse aide soon and going to try to become a LPN or RN but am scared since it’s a female dominated fear. The only thing that makes me happy is that I can still wagegap mog all the hoes in that field and eventually have a hellcat of my own or some shit like that and than horsepower mog them and all the chads in their shitty Toyota Corolla from 2004. But that won’t be for another few years and I gotta stay cool and clean and not rope in between. Fuck. Anyways I’m done with this rant. Going to go lift and jerk off.

My face is getting bigger every day, The delivery people never say a word to me now, They just hand me the stuff and leave, I say have a nice day and go

 

[Feeshtu]

Well, I didn’t get to see your picture. So I can’t say if you’re good looking as others here have claimed.

But it doesn’t matter if you’re too crazy.

I am ugly myself.

But I have seen good looking, but schizophrenic men, have a hard time getting girlfriends. Not that you’re schizophrenic.

Congratulations on graduating rehab and staying sober for a month.

I went through rehab a long time ago.
I’ve been clean and sober for more than 20 years now.

The first 6 months does suck the most.

After getting high for so long, I was not sure what else to do with my time.
I got into exercise and video games and music.
But maybe you’d be interested in other things.

The key is to find activities to replace getting high.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Fuck alcohol fr. I hate mfs that drink

Yeah, it’s a poison