When I was in high school other kids would egg me on to go ask out random girls in class because they knew that me doing so would gross them out and it did because I wanted to appease them enough that they would consider letting me be their friends but I never did become their friends. I was always the jester trying to get approval from the other kids in my class by being funny often humiliating myself for their entertainment. I knew at the time that girls didn't really like me and I didn't really know why but I knew and still embarrassed myself anyways.
All ever wanted was friends but they never gave me friendship, The women never had any interest a couple of them gagged some said "ew" or "gross" some foids rejected nicely but in then none of them wanted me and nothing has changed since then except now I'm blackpilled enough to not humiliate myself again.
All ever wanted was friends but they never gave me friendship, The women never had any interest a couple of them gagged some said "ew" or "gross" some foids rejected nicely but in then none of them wanted me and nothing has changed since then except now I'm blackpilled enough to not humiliate myself again.
