Growing up I never felt like I fitted in my school and always felt better when I wasn't even in America. The way people would treated me showed this and how I became one of the untouchables, a phantom to everyone. This bred much anger in me and destruction. I knew I didn't deserve to die at my own hands. To die as a whisper in the dark as they continue their sheep mentality letting it all commence without thinking of the human in any good light. My soul was too pure to be destroyed by trivial ostracization in hopes of bringing another man down even en masse which always seemed persistent. I Could tell each person o talked to wanted me dead by their gaze and avoidance, I was a plague to people because of how 'creepy' I seemed by foids and normies. If I was to be in the wrong I was instantly a terrible person in any social situation showed no remorse and treated like shit. It truly is a hardening of the soul high school.
