Venting Online friends with a foid - exciting and depressing.

[My Name Jeff]

Talked with a foid playing a game called Phasmaphobia, played with her for a few hours and we ended up adding each other.

Been playing games with her for a bit over a month now. She even calls and messages first. It's fun, it's the first time in my life I've ever spoke to a foid this casually, it is exciting, but after every time, I feel intense depression.

She is a bit of a lefty. I have to tone back my
humour severely and watch what I say unfortunately. No racist jokes at all which is difficult for me.

26, KHHV. Disgusting looking. I've never had a relationship, I never will. But when I feel happy just being friends with this random faceless female voice online, it makes me realize. I could have had this and so much more my entire life if I didn't look disgusting. I could have something that wasn't just a voice, but a body that I could hold in real life. But I will never have this. I will never have anything. It's like handling a stack of a million dollars of bills, then going back to living on the side of the road as a homeless person after.

I will likely ruin the friendship by LDARing and vanishing for long periods, or just cut her off to avoid the constant depression I have from speaking to her.

 

[Pancakecel]

You absolute slayer

 

[Wrath]

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

You absolute slayer

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

"Face reveal"

 

[My Name Jeff]

You absolute slayer

Wait until I do a face reveal and she sees I'm a bald subhuman. Ascension post imminent?

 

[Pancakecel]

Wait until I do a face reveal and she sees I'm a bald subhuman. Ascension post imminent?

I think so, keep us posted

 

[My Name Jeff]

"Face reveal"

>she sees despite me being 26, i have the skin quality of a 40 year old man, am bald, and fucked facially

oh yeah. she'll be wet.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

And that's the beginning of the end. Will be waiting for your "ascension" post in a few months.

 

[sub5ricemale]

You absolute slayer

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

And that's the beginning of the end. Will be waiting for your "ascension" post in a few months.

DM me the nun pfp please Prince

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

And that's the beginning of the end. Will be waiting for your "ascension" post in a few months.

Also both good and sad to see you're still here

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Also both good and sad to see you're still here

Thank you, although, I'm not quite sure why you thought I would have left?

 

[ManOfVengeance]

Untill she see's your face then you're getting ghosted lmao.

 

[Deleted member 8078]

I was in a similar situation when I was 18 or 19. She grew avoidant after the first and only time we ever video chatted. Would not recommend.

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

This is how I feel about escorting. How could you go to an escort and go back to masturbating again the day after

 

[The Judge]

Mogs me for not having crippling social anxiety around women.

 

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OVER
OVER OVER OVER
at least you know you're not a voicecel now,
your voice slays

 

[Alexander400]

Hate to break it to you but its always a bad idea to orbit foids online, i have been there and that kind of obsession is bad even if it brings temporary happiness because not only you can't hold her like you said but you can bet your ass she has a bf.

 

[chalk son]

a body that I could hold in real life

 

[Max Doltman]

you have a good voice? im too retarded for voice chats

 

[Skoga]

Stop orbiting her, you know she wouldn't date you. You're just harming yourself.

 

[InvoluntaryChigga]

you're treading very dangerous waters

 

[Grodd]

Stop orbiting her, you know she wouldn't date you. You're just harming yourself.

 

[Grodd]

You'll get a reality check if you show her your face

 

[Violet loner]

Wait until I do a face reveal and she sees I'm a bald subhuman. Ascension post imminent?

Do it anyway. It's better to be sure

 

[Mkultrarapevictim]

She even calls and messages first.

Op probably voicemogs me to death then.

"Face reveal"

You can easily just catfish her

 

[LeFrenchCel]

inb4 "goodbye i ascended"

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

So are there any chances for ascension?

 

[AdolfRizzler]

You absolute slayer

 

[AdolfRizzler]

show her your face and try, maybe ur lucky somehow, who knows, it s better to get rejected by that foid, that being a third wheel

 

[Puppet Master]

Mogs me for having an online friend, double mogs me for having an online friend who is a foid.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

But when I feel happy just being friends with this random faceless female voice online, it makes me realize. I could have had this and so much more my entire life if I didn't look disgusting. I could have something that wasn't just a voice, but a body that I could hold in real life. But I will never have this. I will never have anything. It's like handling a stack of a million dollars of bills, then going back to living on the side of the road as a homeless person after.

Truth nuke.

 

[My Name Jeff]

Op probably voicemogs me to death then.

From the people I've talked to here, my voice has been described as:
Monotone
Nerdy
Speaking slowly so I sound retarded

You can easily just catfish her

this would lead nowhere good

 

[My Name Jeff]

show her your face and try, maybe ur lucky somehow, who knows, it s better to get rejected by that foid, that being a third wheel

Mogs me for having an online friend, double mogs me for having an online friend who is a foid.

I already am playing with her less because she was saying she got drunk and was playing with a dude she met as the same time as me. . I mean we are just friends so I have no expectation to her not having other male friends but it feels so wrong I am already not wanting to deal with it. It's like I feel the need to compete for some reason which I can't be bothered to have this feelings over an online foid.

 

[elltom]

You absolute slayer

 

[alwaysIndoors]

Stop orbiting her, you know she wouldn't date you. You're just harming yourself.

yep, made this mistake on some discord foid over the summer. It felt good when I was talking to her, but somewhere burned under those emotions there was the gut wrenching feeling that had she known how I looked like she probably would've ghosted me.

Never talk to egirls.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

I will likely ruin the friendship by LDARing and vanishing for long periods, or just cut her off to avoid the constant depression I have from speaking to her.

when I was in my early 20s I would make friends with foids online to fill that void, and felt exactly how you do. now I'm 34 and don't bother anymore, haven't for years. it's never worth it in the end. if they saw you for one second, they would ghost you and stop pretending to care about you. it never began.

 

[BlondesHateMe]

this reminds me of when id get ghosted aftER face reveal with my AOL Instant Messenger foid friends (oldcel)

 

[rcnfive]

just get it over with and send her a picture of urself and get ghosted forever

 

[Sir Silentium]

Enjoy it whilst it lasts, as soon as she questions or asked what you look like the game is over.

 

[ColderManTruce]

You absolute slayer