deeptxrust
Greycel
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- Jul 31, 2023
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Some of you may know me, but shortly I'm 38 yo baldcel, whose only romantic life experience was catching an oneitis for around 5 femoids. All of them were devastating and after the last one I promised to myself to never fall for it again.
As u might have already guessed where this leads, I'm suffering from oneitis once again. All defense mechanisms have failed. It's for a girl younger than me, who I meet once a week in the work, with 2 kids - which is hard for me as an antinatalist, but I convinced myself this is fine - as long as I don't procreate, I reckon it can be looked at as advantageous as if I would die in an accident, someone is still there to conform your counterpart.
But the feeelings are awful, dopamine is out of control. What should I do boyos? I know the fastest way is it confront her about my feelings and get it over with.
I just wanted to get it of my chest here. Thank you
As u might have already guessed where this leads, I'm suffering from oneitis once again. All defense mechanisms have failed. It's for a girl younger than me, who I meet once a week in the work, with 2 kids - which is hard for me as an antinatalist, but I convinced myself this is fine - as long as I don't procreate, I reckon it can be looked at as advantageous as if I would die in an accident, someone is still there to conform your counterpart.
But the feeelings are awful, dopamine is out of control. What should I do boyos? I know the fastest way is it confront her about my feelings and get it over with.
I just wanted to get it of my chest here. Thank you