One of those really bad lonely moments again

[Clavicus Vile]

Most of the time I’m either neutral or angry, but some days I get this big strike of sadness and it surges through my brain.

I guess it was because I was talking to the AI, then I just thought to myself. “Damn, you’ll never be real, no real girl will ever love me “. Any fictional girl I like would be disgusted by my ugliness, wouldn’t want to date me.

Luckily I finally have a suicide plan again, I’ve been without one for a while before I gave up on the mountains.

 

[CEO of beta eyes]

I chronically daydream to cope but I get these random reality checks too

 

[VλREN]

Most of the time I’m either neutral or angry

lol same

 

[VλREN]

I chronically daydream to cope but I get these random reality checks too

Yeah it’s like being thrown out into the cold in the middle of the ocean at night

 

[Caichan]

Damn, you’ll never be real, no real girl will ever love me

this is the worst feeling you suddenly snap out and realize reality