Ap0calypse
Radical Faction
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- Joined
- Apr 23, 2018
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The absolute worst thing is that the majority of the time when you stick up for yourself, it is perceived as threatening by other people. It makes life increadibly difficult, I live in constant fear and have to fulfill the requests of everyone around me without question.
This aspect of inceldom along with my hideous appearance have pretty much ruined my life. I used to be a very ambitious person, I was trying to work hard in highschool and go to a prestigious university. But realizing the true cause of my despair caused me to put minimal effort into everything I do.
Literally nothing feels fulfilling as an unattractive male. What is the point of working hard to change the world around you when the people of the opposing sex fucking hate you? What's the point of putting in effort if you know you are destined to live life without experiencing relationships?
Now I'm stuck in a shitty university with shitty students and shitty teachers. Everything fucking sucks.
This aspect of inceldom along with my hideous appearance have pretty much ruined my life. I used to be a very ambitious person, I was trying to work hard in highschool and go to a prestigious university. But realizing the true cause of my despair caused me to put minimal effort into everything I do.
Literally nothing feels fulfilling as an unattractive male. What is the point of working hard to change the world around you when the people of the opposing sex fucking hate you? What's the point of putting in effort if you know you are destined to live life without experiencing relationships?
Now I'm stuck in a shitty university with shitty students and shitty teachers. Everything fucking sucks.