Is blackmailing a girl to go out with me. We had been on a "date" once but it was obvious she didn't want to see me again. So, I tried something out since I had nothing to lose. I texted her something like this: "Out of all the girls you are the only one that talks to me for more than 30 secs." 15 minutes later she calls me and asks me if I want to meet her and chat about it.
We met, and I told her about how I have no friends and shit like and she told me some patronizing shit. The convo lasted for 2 hours. Then I left cause my parents got worried.
1 week later, I texted her and told her that now I know why I am asocial. She called me and asked me some shit and then told me to call her when I have free time. I called her and I asked her out and 1 hour late I picked her up with my car and we went to the beach.
I asked her about her relationships and she said she "dated" guys but never had bf. At some point she said she wanted me to play guitar for her at one point so we arranged to do that in a few days.
So we went to the beach, and I played some shit for 2 hours. Then I asked her to make out but she said we don't match, then I told her I feel rejected, she sais our views are too different, I replied "Take it easy" and she closed her eyes and lean over me to kiss.
And like the the thristy loser I am, I decided to take it even further and I asked her for sex (I don't remember what I said exactly) and she said it would be awakward but agreed to it. Then next day she called me to cancel it (of course she would).
A week later I asked her to meet me and talk about it and she said I pressured her and I shouldn't persist so much. And of course, it was my personality not my looks (lol).
So yeah, as you can see I'm an iredeemable loser. I "cheated" my way to dates and kissing and of course cheating never has a good ending when it comes to natural things like sex. This isn't bragging. I'm being honest and I believe anyone can see how pathetic and worthless I am. I achieved nothing to be proud of. It's a shame tbh. I would have been better off if I just let her go but I took advantage of her patience. Horniness is a bad advisor.
We met, and I told her about how I have no friends and shit like and she told me some patronizing shit. The convo lasted for 2 hours. Then I left cause my parents got worried.
1 week later, I texted her and told her that now I know why I am asocial. She called me and asked me some shit and then told me to call her when I have free time. I called her and I asked her out and 1 hour late I picked her up with my car and we went to the beach.
I asked her about her relationships and she said she "dated" guys but never had bf. At some point she said she wanted me to play guitar for her at one point so we arranged to do that in a few days.
So we went to the beach, and I played some shit for 2 hours. Then I asked her to make out but she said we don't match, then I told her I feel rejected, she sais our views are too different, I replied "Take it easy" and she closed her eyes and lean over me to kiss.
And like the the thristy loser I am, I decided to take it even further and I asked her for sex (I don't remember what I said exactly) and she said it would be awakward but agreed to it. Then next day she called me to cancel it (of course she would).
A week later I asked her to meet me and talk about it and she said I pressured her and I shouldn't persist so much. And of course, it was my personality not my looks (lol).
So yeah, as you can see I'm an iredeemable loser. I "cheated" my way to dates and kissing and of course cheating never has a good ending when it comes to natural things like sex. This isn't bragging. I'm being honest and I believe anyone can see how pathetic and worthless I am. I achieved nothing to be proud of. It's a shame tbh. I would have been better off if I just let her go but I took advantage of her patience. Horniness is a bad advisor.
